sherfeerawr!♥

moved

2010-07-17T16:28:00.000+08:00

I have moved . :)

http://gamblingneons.tumblr.com

relink me if you want to .

have a great day ahead .

must smile :)

a minute to forget

2010-04-19T17:55:00.000+08:00

have a friend, like this . she'll be true with you .

Asyiqin . :)

Days has been a big bore .

A LOT of things happen lately .

It always come to core of it .

If you're happy, It is like pigs can fly .

If you're damn shit sad, you'll be at your ends .

PARAMORE, COLDPLAY . <3

Love you, Love you not.

2010-03-30T19:12:00.000+08:00

Says who, Love was happiness ?

I could not differentiate between, like, love, crush, admire, etc. when it comes to you.

I know it is a waste of time, but I would like to experience it, before it's too late.

The invincible sugar of life .

And, Cheer Up Asyiqin-nek, Achicken !

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

2010-03-28T08:23:00.000+08:00

how i wish i was as happy as her,

being happy without being told.

Weekend, no, this week, was awesome.

those who know, yeahhhh,

those who don't, then, to bad uhs.

talktalktalk, likelikelike, studystudystudy, otpotpotp

that's about it.^^

Oh, yesterday, whole day texted Nadhrah .

never knew texting her would give me so much happiness.

hahaha, she's good at advicing, i swear !

HEHEHEHE.

thanks for all the hospitality you gave me, it was nice. my heart wavers easily, maybe thats true. i can''t be the one doing all the waiting. it is stupid. it is clear, we treat each other as friends ONLY,

ANW, SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

2010-03-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

Never thought I would be nervous for my future.

I am so so so so nervous for Thursday . I am so deadly nervous that I had a confusion between stress and nerve wreck. I sigh a lot, that is true.

LETS TALK ABOUT CHOIR;

IT WAS AWESOME LIKE NO ENDS ~!

THATS BASICALLY IT.
I CAN'T AND DON'T KNOW WHAT I CAN TALK ABOUT.
THERE'S READERS WITH A LOT OF CURIOUSITY.
OH, (BLANK ! )

doubleyou-tea-eff

2010-03-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

DO YOU LIKE MY BLOG SONG ?!

Look, if I was rather harsh at you, sarcastic, annoyed you, I'm sorry . It is just that, this is how i express myself to people. It is not, I'm being rude or what, but, that is me. If you can't accept my behaviour, means you can't accept me. It is ridiculous when you say, can you change to what you use to be. This is really me. If I change, it is just my flaws. So stop kidding me.

Oh, don't shut me up, cos' the next thing you see me, i would be, shutting myself up for good. and the next you knew, you think I'm emo-ing. doubleyou-tea-eff ! Hahhhh, currents of the waves has not been good, but, the wind will soon fight against it and it would be gentle right ?

I know I sound self-centered. But that's Shafirah. Not asking you to accept me, just asking you to understand me. -.-

bored

2010-03-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

Question: Why you're there, and not here ?

Easy.

Answer: Because I'm not her.

Have yet to done homework.

Lazy is not an answer, it is an adjective that you use to describe yourself. You are not just lazy, but more than just lazy. Hence, lazy is not the answer. It is lazy, smart and stupid.

Life is just like a mystery. Right or Wrong.

Life is was not interesting. but, was fun. Yesterday, went out with hot people, yes people hotter than you of course, to airporks. It was fun, endding up not going to bugis. -.-

I got nothing to talk about. GEEZ

Sad Saturday .

2010-03-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

"You look/sound upset."

Have you even considered that maybe I am ?

I do not know why, when, where or how in the world i fell for you . But one thing i certainly know and confident about is, WHO i fell for . Hahhhh, trampled on, CHECK. It is crazy how you actually appear in my head most of the time . I don't just think of you for a minute or two, but maybe more ? Anyway, I'm not venting out my anger.sadness/ blah blah blah, but yeah, just stating out my frustrations. I'm trying to straighten out my situation .

~~SMS BUDDY,~~

~~OUTING BUDDY,~~

ETC.

MIA,

Now i see why, my schedule is like, woah,

"Molycanoly, Why is there lonely slots ?!"

Went Ahmad.A's chalet last Saturday . nothing much of an exciting event happened. Slacked at Mairah.J house after that . It was a little bit happening . I want to buy skateboard, but, I always have second thoughts . It is just that I don't know which kind of skateboard I ant to buy . And that, really sucks .

I want the world to evolve around me, Is that your problem ?

PYRAMID

2010-03-08T19:07:00.000+08:00

LET'S PRAY HARD I WILL NOT GET PREPAID AND RENEW MY PLAN WITH STARHUB !

EVERYONE PRAY JUST FOR ME !

HAVE FUN PRAYING ! ^^

I did fair for my CA lor, I totally own Art ! 97.5 ! OWNAGE LIKE NO MOTHER !

Things will change if you never give your fullest attention .

WORST case scenario:

If you never really cared for your parents,

when they sleep forever,

You will regret .

BEST case scenario :

If you having sore throat,

Best solution,

let it be, don't give your fullest attention,

Or you will suffer even before it heals

STATED MY POINT !

STAY TUNE AND JUST WASTE LIKE 5 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME TO LISTEN TO THIS AWESOME SONG!

OOOH YEAHHH !

2010-03-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

OHMYCELSKI !

Is tomorrow Monday, already ? SO FAST, I am so in the holiday mood . My whole body is just filled with thoughts of one week march holiday . Ready to let it out, go wild ! You know the feeling of energized and just ready to shoot ? I feel that . Just like a crazy person, I'm having a visions of me running around screaming like a hardcore woman around the carpark .

These weeks was rather sacrificial, and I should make the weeks to come just the same . Instead of going out with friends which is ain't beneficial, i should stay home and hit the books . OH YEAH, I should . Someone please inspire me, motivate me, teach me, like seriously I am at SOS state .

2012 sounds rather happening,World dying, O'levels, HAHA

SEE MY SCHEDULE !

January - Study like no mother chiong ar !
February - Spend quality time with friends
March - Spend quality time with Family
April - May - Probably Mock O'levels, if theres such things.
JUNE - PARTEYH PARTEYH PARTEYH !
July - Sian, Nosebleeds, Stress !
August - October - Start of and End of O'level
November - December 30th - Waits patiently for results to come,
31st December - End of SUSPENSE ! The world dies, My parents won't nag, won't sad, etc. Call all my friends say how AWESOME they have been the night before . ^^ BILL go up, also won't suffer . Singtel, Starhub, M1, etc. will also go down with me ! yeah babe .

LOVEYOUMOM !

2010-03-06T00:22:00.000+08:00

If I was allowed to be reborn to a non-living thing,

I would choose the clouds .

WHY ?

Because it has the ability to hide things despite the strength of the moon or the Sun .

Anyway, School was average . Nothing much interesting nor spicy happened . -.- After Schoool, went to the airport with Karen, Soph and Kon. We pretty much slacked there for the first few hours, and studied on the last 2 hours . Texted people when reach home . :D After that, when out with family for dinner . I ate a few spoonfuls, and gave up on the food manxz . Do not have mood lorh .

HAPPPY BIIIIRTHDAY MOM ! 50-years-old yet, look younger .

You raised up three great children . I'm the greatest of all lah . HAHA, KIDDING !

All the same, moderate, average .

I'm grateful/thankful/happy/elated/proud to be your daughter .

It wasn't easy to raise us up, but, you went against your odds, and raised us up with your best effort . You're a hero, I see everyday, but no one seems to see that in their sprouse .

SPREAD THE LOVE EVERYONE,

YOUR MOTHER IS THE BEST AND CLOSEST YOU CAN GET AFTER GOD .

Inspired by J.R Celski,

2010-03-04T18:00:00.001+08:00

the life of a speed skater is hard but the reward immeasurable

"If you want something bad enough, you'll find a way. And if you don't, then you'll find an excuse."

J.R. Celski

Holycow ! MOTHER, I THINK I FELL IN LOVE WITH A SPEED SKATER !

He is not bad okay ? He is WOW ! HAHA, he is motherfather cute lah ! WHO SERIOUSLY DOES NOT AGREE ON THAT ? GAHHHHH ! :D

After Ryan Sheckler and Fernando Torres, He is mine ! Ryan Sheckler and Fernando Torres are hot people, but got TOO MUCH fans. So don't want . Take this post as advertising J.R. Celski . I'll be loyal to you as long as it takes . :D GAHHHHH! LOL,

Time heals things fastest as long as you live up to it . willing to cooperate ?

2010-03-04T17:35:00.000+08:00

DID NOT I ALREADY TELL YOU THAT FRIENDSHIP PROBLEMS CAN ONLY SOLVE THROUGH TIME .

It requires thinking, It requires caring. It requires regret. It requires the desperation to talk to them, and a hole in the heart (miss you kind of feeling) , for us to solve our odds . Whatever Formula/solutions/etc.you now know does not work. When you feel empty, you start to realize how much you care for them . This is what I call, The power of friends. The power to make you pissed over small things, and, heals automatically through nature . I mean, we are grown ups now. Solving friendship problems other than this is a NO GO. We have to leave and only hope to our fullest, to our ability and willpower . :D

Today went to changi chapel museum . It was moderately fun . I don't really see the fun in it though . But thats totally irrelevant . It was interesting to learn deeper about Singapore . I can see that Singapore had an emo childhood . But a bright future . -.- That was totally random . But yeah, that's kind of true depending on whose perspective you looking at .

& I'm sorry I did not live up to Asyiqin's promise . I, supposingly update yesterday just for her, but did not . was too tired to do anything . heheh, ^^

EPIC

2010-03-02T17:53:00.002+08:00

Anyway, Thanks to the PASSERBY who really takes his/hers initiative to actually tag me, THANKS !

The tag was short yet powerful. :D

HAHA, I don't know why I'm making such a big deal. Maybe because, he/she actually tags before leaving ? Or maybe he/she compliments me ? IDK

Anyway, the day was utterly quiet . TRUST ME, i was very mudane the whole day . Then, the afternoon was, acceptable ? Hmmm, idontknow.

I seriously think I am a coward. I don't dare face my problems, i don't dare to say the truth sometimes, i don't dare to stand up for my friends or even myself . I don't know if I have what it takes to be a righteous student . Sometimes, I find myself not being able to think broad enough finding for solutions that 'so called' hiding away from you. Anyway, I have nothing to talk about . HMMM

People who I don't really approve, is now officially approved . They aren't wrong, do you know that ? If only you put yourself in their shoes, you'll see how fun your day gets. But it is sad how people actually sees them as very sad thing . I regretted not looking at things at their perspective, but instead, i believed and influenced by mine, and your perspective . To be honest, they are just as fun . Maybe, it is too late to be with them, cos' i fell back in their time. Felt Too much of an outdated person . Maybe, i should start now, and put effort on suiting and learning the way they live their lives . :D

Oh yah, when i read my older post, my reaction was so EPIC . "what was I seriously thinking back then" I thought. Like ohmigawd lah, so childish, criticizing everything, and telling what exactly i did on that day in point form some more ? Never knew my words were so "ROJAK', So not matured. tsk3, anyway, my advice to you is;

ENJOY LIFE WHILE YOU'RE STILL YOUNG,

OR YOU WON'T GET TO TASTE THE MAGIC OF YOUTH .

MYGOD !

2010-02-28T19:15:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, i find myself reacting exactly or totally different way people ask me to. & thanks to Asyiqin's cheer up tag, I'm totally energized and cheer up to face this problem stuff. I Know, clearly, my brain is really aching big time . And, it is not awesome . I totally will go to an extent of taking drugs, if it is what it takes to stop this . Kidding. That will be SUICIDE. Digging your own grave, i see. Anyway, morning, Sean Teow smtg Wei sms-ed me . So honored . LOL, I got no life . Anyway, I just finished eng homework. yeah, JUST. Studying in the afternoon, it is just not a habit of mine, it will be, in a thousand years . I will confirm have my afternoon naps, because theres always uncertainties with the weather, It will either motherf hot, or Rain, If it rained, it is like shouting (HALLELUJAH ) ! LOL.

MY SISTER, inserted 65 cili padi in the Freaking gravy . LIKE OHMIGAWD LAH ! I never eat it . It is SUICIDE .

WORD OF THE DAY: SUICIDE .

I stopped, and left .

2010-02-28T08:58:00.000+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT ? I will stop being your substitute friend . You know, this has been somehow disturbing, and i just don't know what to say, or do . maybe you're better off with your OTHER friends. you can click with them, but not me . our situation and lives are totally different, so I don't see why we should even consider reuniting or whatever stuff you call it . - this message isn't to insult you, isn't to tell you it is over, isn't to tell you we're through, but it is to tell you, "I'm sorry, and i failed as a friend"

Things has been hard for me this year, with projects, problems and stress. Sometimes i just don't feel my existence around people . I don't want to be the one that always has to do the 'good friend's' Job, you too have to play the role .

Sometimes I feel i totally fail myself as a friend.

Anyway, yesterday was fine, till the time when the day was going to end . it was plain nothing . I tried playing cool, but the situation was way too hot that i decided, 'stop talking, i'm trying to waiting for time til i could end this' . Never have i felt or even imagined that this feeling of mine is going to reflected to you . Never in a thousand years . Are you even worthy of my hospitality in the room in my heart ?

inhumane person

2010-02-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING .

BYE,

[the best post ever in history ok ?]

tired, so no talk

2010-02-27T01:25:00.000+08:00

I so bored !

Husband's guess was so accurate leh ! HAHAH, he sound so fishy.

anyway, can i update tomorrow ?

too tired !

ilikewhite

2010-02-13T16:27:00.000+08:00

I chose you to discover the beauty of stars and the history of the moon with me .

I'm the girl who will burst out laughing in dead silence over something that happened a year ago .

HAHHHH, BORED TO DEATH !

" Your mother got no cock, your father gt no cb . "

That quote up there (^) isn't an insult. but a fact .

It is true, that my mother got no cock and my father gt no cb .

If they do, what does that make me ?

no cb and no cock ?

you know, this nonsense shit should stop among singaporeans.

it is an embarrasment, not knowing the fact .

General Knowledge lah .

You think your mother is perfectly perfect if she got cock is it ?

No brains, brainless stud .

OH, and, CNY is like tomorrow, and i bet everywhere is gonna be jampack lah .

hahhhhhh, WHYYYY ?!

Maybe watching the percy jackson, and whatevr stuff on tuesday with, siblings, and (cousins ? )

Oh, i miss asyiqin-nek badly .

KON,

I lazy do homework uhs . so boring .

whattheassholeyouwant ?

2010-02-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

" Never frown when you are sad, you never know who is falling in love with your smile."
by Unknown

Watching princess diaries 2 .

Oh, and the guy that danced with Princess Mia, whoever his name is, i find him hot last time .

LOL

And yeah .

Im bored.

SOMEONE hasn't been msging me like the way he use to .

And for that,, my days has been very suckish .

Asyiqin left for [Bini Aku Tahu, Aku Mati] = Batam,

feel so lonely.

NO MSN BUDDY . ^^

I mean i have a lot, but sometimes i lost, and dont have any topic to talk about.

I'm not open to just anyone you know ?

hahhhhh,

at least Jun Wei can entertain me AT TIMEs.

GRRRRRRRRRR !

I'm bored.

Theres this girl, she like to emphasis on [something/someone], and it totally piss me off.

Like, whoever cares manxz ?

gahhhh, so lame lahhhh .

efffffffff everyone in the world.

huiehds a

2010-02-04T19:25:00.000+08:00

I fell too hard for people, - easily,

YES I KNOW !

But not always.

Day was fun, just a little bit hyper when doing the spruce up thingy . hahaha.Kept on laughing non-stop with natasha. Oh, i wanna a guy who can actually serenade me with a guitar. that'll be hot but a lil' gayyy. And i wanna a guy who have a sense of humor, that will be hot, but still a lil' gayyy. hahhhh.

I WANT A GUY WHO WEAR SUITS TO WORK ( in the future, of course )

BYE

eudwnhdxidkmhjfdishfnrjmsx

2010-02-03T21:24:00.000+08:00

I COULD NOT CARE LESS,

LET JUST STOP AT THE LAST STAGE OF FRIENDS ?

nyehheheheheh.

I seriously not gonna take DnT, but I totally admit that DnT practical is awesomely funnn, but, theory have been a headache like no boobes. Too much homework urhs. haiyahhhh.

GAH, oh yah, yesterday bought my glasses, nyehehehe, without it im like 'orang buta sesat'; translation, lost blind person. Seriously manxz, oh, and with sophia's specs, is like so wahhhh, i dont even noe where im walking at times. i keep on having unwanted attempts of falling sensation at the last step. hahhhhh, i look stupid when i think back at that incident . anyway, got nothing to blog about urhs.

asdfghjkdlfgrdsvabnkdeiruhyedmxbvg chdckjvz ndiecdixsohuhnqiUWO! n !! UIHJD(OE(O-3prei,\=

RUN AWAY NOW ! BYE !

gloomy atmosphere desrerve a gloomy post .

2010-01-31T15:16:00.000+08:00

"Music is moonlight in the gloomy night of life."

-Jean Paul

hah, weekend have been gloomy. Yes, i don't take initiative, that's right. But i have one boy, just one boy, who made my day at times, JUN WEI ! yeahhh ! And, no, i'm not falling for him. He is guy friend who i turn to when i feeling pathetic/useless/reckless/stupid/etc. He is really good friend. trust me. his english is becoming 'cheemmer' by the day . I swear ! anyway, life has been a little bit lenient. I LIKE ! but D&T is like sticking on me like glue. or should i say US ? i mean seriously, who looks forward to D&T ? gahhhhh ! Asyiqin and I have been tagging each other on our fb statuses, LOL, about retarded pics. nyehehhehehe. IM BORED ! ILOVEASYIQIN-NEK, KON-nek AND OTHERS ! :D

fugg

2010-01-31T01:13:00.000+08:00

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

i feel stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid, i feel pisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssed !

i totally diss

something/someone

(like a lot !)

HAHHHHHHHHH !

i gotta admit, ASYIQIN, this may be unexpected but you made my day.

I read your blog, nyehehehehe, never taggg, (guilt face_0)

and the retarded pic you took of me, and the wonderful pic you took of

something/someone

really made me smile.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

fuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfugg !

(i totally typed it, and not copy and paste it like you cheaters.)

GAHHHH!

2010-01-29T19:39:00.000+08:00

GOD,

it fucking hurts me lahhhhhhhh ....

FREAK, SHIT, MOTHEREFF, THIS FEELING IS A TOTAL BULLSHITTING STUFF.

hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I wanted to let go of you and cut ties forever, but it seems i can't.

you treat me as a very good friend, but yet, i see you more than just good friends.

I never knew that being too close or being too far apart would hurt me A LOT .

so yeah. whatver.

sometimes, i just feel that this fucked feeling is too much for me to handle.

AND now, problem whith friends,

The truth is, i don't really have a problem.

It is true i agree to what some of you say, but, both parties doesn't seem to click,

There's nothing much i could do.

Im in the middle. but yeah, i noe, i use to say real mean words about th othr party, vice versa,

but, those words are words of remorse.

But yeahhhhh.

till now, i don't know what to do. i don't know whose side i want to be with.

i have too many problems and i totally not looking forward to one.

&&&&&& I SO NOT TALKING TO SOMEONE ! GODDDDDDDDD. IT HURTS, yes it does, BUT IT IS FOR THE BEST. - not referring to any 2e4 girls out there, so dont have any hard feelings. ILOVEYOU.

ass lah . _|_

2010-01-24T17:48:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE must be effing pissed these days .

Homework hasn't been totally reasonable lah.

everyone say "F all the way" with me !

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

class has been boring.

they should really inspire us a little bit more.

haishhhhhhh.

till now, teachers not yet caught my dyed hair,

only caught its unkempt-ness so far, which refers the fringe.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, im bored.

im pissed somehow, im tired somehow, im bored somehow, i wanna go school somehow,

(fill in the blank) somehow.

A LOT OF PROJECTS LIAO!

Wahhh, i would love to scream at people, if they open their mouth about how good school has been.

SCHOOL HAS BEEN A TIRING BITCH.

AND THANKS TO DNT FOR ADDING MORE watthefork SPICES TO IT.

SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE MY DAY,

I'm a sucker for love.

2010-01-09T19:10:00.000+08:00

I'm a sucker for love.

Came back from sec 1 camp this morning,

it was super tiring. super fun. super hyper. \

I cab-ed home and knockout as soon as i reach the sofa.

yes, i have yet to bathe. :'(

Hungry. yawning.

I wanna update, but, i guess theres nothing much to.

Oh the night, was the best.

It seems i get to know things tht's unlikely for me to hear,

but yeah.

&& thanks for the McGriddles,

:D

2010-01-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

Today, was tiring.

don't want to elaborate anything long about today.

i wanna talk about more of my lovely friends.

I MISS 2E4 badly.

I'm so excited cos' like, tomorrow im gonna see you guys till the end of the school.
&& THURSDAY TOO!

I MISS KON THE MOST THOUGH.

I didn't see her go last year cos' of my father's objection, cousin's wedding and stuff.

then, like these days, i didnt really talk to her. :'(

What a bad friend i am.

But, i did use those illegal chances to wave at you, and you people right?

So yeah.

:DDDDDD

Updated my IPOD ! :D

I'm seriously tired !

AND ALSO,

eventhough i say i miss kon, i seriously miss all of YOU lah.

But, im tired still. not yet eat since morning.

im seriously, regretting half of 2009

2009-12-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

When i told you to wait, i meant it.

When i told you i have things to settle, i meant it.

When i told you not to wait, cos' you'll be your own time, i meant it.

Anyway, I'm seriously regretting at least half of my 2009 life. That half, is mostly my imperfection. Yes, I let down my friends, parents, teachers, almost everything. but, who doesn't? I still have yet to come across someone, who is bold enough and full of confidence to say they are perfectly perfect, not equivalent as god, but, maybe just as similar. The other half, is filled of unstoppable laughters, fun, craziness, non-stop crapx. Childishness. those days were memories that were bound to be stuck like a gum in your heart. just like chapter after chapters. OH, erm, those who were offended a little, even 0.0000001%, im really sorry.

I love my parents, friends, literally everyone, dearly. those who i really find hard to like, i'll try to change myself so that i can suit to your environment and have tremendous fun. :D

BYE, LOVEYOU

tired shitx

2009-12-31T19:56:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH,

Last two days was a hell fun.

the peepos sleptover my house. ( hidayah, shafikah, mairah & kamal. )

HMMMM,

Ainin, Ali & Hilmi had to go home, ZZZZ...

& thanks hilmi for the taxi fare. :D

erm3, then about 11 like that, ainin had to go home. :'(

Then, everyone's stomach was grumbling like no ends, so we decided to have supper at simpang bedok. (LOL)

everything worth lesser than $17?

We both Roti John special, 3 pratha, mee goreng, maggi goreng, teh tarik panas/ice, and plain water.

haha, worthy worthy worthy.

OH, after we're done we missed the last bus home so we walked home. LOL.

funnnn shitx, and tiring manxzzzzz

ohhhh, my back hurts, aching.

ANYWAY, i lazy to tell you everything, so yeah, anything you wanna noe, just IM me, or something ar.

and, the bbq peeekchers, are uploaded on facebook by fellow friends. :D

BYE, LOVEYA.

MIR, ILY

2009-12-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

I LIKE IT, LIKE THAT

- MBLAQ, Thunder, Cheondung, Dungie, - Oh Yeah

This phrase just happen to be in my head. :D

Th pic up there is Mir from MBLAQ, so don't get confuse. :D

I wanna be a brunette and in love with brunettes. :D

ANYWAY, I'm bored at home. I not yet do my homework and not planning to. SO yeah. I know, i was planning to, but, do you believe temptations on computer? I told my mom i finished already, but, hoho. i told a lie.

MBLAQ - G.O.O.D. Luv
Mystery - B2ST
Salted Fish - Momo Love OST
Baek Ji Young - Don't Forget
Do You - Jay Sean (ps. this not Do You Remember, okay? if you wanna search for it, search it right.)
A Boy - G-Dragon
Ke$ha - Take It Off & Blah Blah Blah

So the songs listed above, is currently the TOP songs in my playlist. :D
Most of them are korean song. fine, say whatever you wanna say. criticise me all you want. but still, i didn't forget my english words, have i? so yeah.

Holiday was, errr, FUN? Oh Shits lah. I totally need fucking timing lah. I came back from KL & Port Dickson this wednesday, then, my parents wanna go to KL next Tuesday, I WANNA GO BUT, I REALLY HAVE SHITTY PLANS. haish. GOT SL MEETING AT 11 till duno what time lah. Then also got P608 BBQ ( i wanna go to the BBQ). But theres nothing i can do can I? haish, maybe i should pass the 3D2N vacation lah. haishhhh. I wanna go shopping lah. aiyahhhhhhhh. SHITARDS lah. IMISS PRIMARY SCHOOL AND SECOBDARY SCHOOL CLIQUE BADLY. when i say bad, it is like worser than you can imagine. LOL.

I LOVE MIR, I LOVE DONGWOON, I LOVE LEE JOON.

OH YAH, I can imagine myself reading THESE posts on my blog in 20 years time. Looking at this crapshits. heheheh. MBLAQ's Idol ARmy first episode was okayyyyyyyy. FUNNY. haha. BLUE Underwear. ^^

ILOVEYOU, :D

STUPID

2009-12-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

Went SENTOSA today with,

Mairah, Fikah, Ali, Kamal & Dillen.

FUNN.

Went to play at the bitch,

no lah, beach lah STUPID.

I used the word 'Stupid' like a lot of times thanks to mairah/fikah.

im f tired though.

So went to play swimming.

not really swimming but yeah, like that lah.

then, the boys were like in the shorts only, we girls were like t-shirt n shorts only.

First we buried kamal.

Then we ran to the water cos' wanna play and wanna get the sand off.

At first i was hesitant, but thanks to mairah, i got myself wet.

Then, the people (dillen, kamal mairah n fikah), terlalu pandai sangat,

and wanted to go to the other island thats facing siloso beach.

then me n ali went jogging.

haha

lagi macam betul.

Then, went we returned, duno wat thing conflict happened.

so yeah.

then play volley ball in the water,

so tak menjadi.

then, duno play what,

then the best, played true or dare.

haha

Shafikah actually took off her singlet and left only her bra n stood on the shore.

haha

aiyah, i lazy tell you lah everything. if u wanna noe,

call me.

oh, yarh, im planning to call a free sex number.

haha

i wonder what they wil actually say.

thats STUPID!

2009-12-08T19:45:00.000+08:00

Just now, when JB-ed

as usual went to fill up the oil tank of my parents babies (the fucking car dammit)

Then, go eat.

Then went to search for nice wedges, but unfortunately there were none.

anyway, tmrw, going Sentosa with my old homies.

NOW, dying my hair strawberry blonde.

wait, more drying my hair.

I dyed my hair when i wen to dayah;s house that time, but, like,

got no diff.

so dye my sistar's strawberry blonde, Revlon.

AND OH YAH, i cleared my nails and gonna paint it AGAIN tomorrow morning after my parents leave home for work.

SLY.

ShafirahLoveYou.

hot

2009-12-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

I want lady gaga's body in Bad Romance.

Enough to make headlines,

alcohol and beer is like different.

2009-12-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

This is the exact color, as you can see.

nice right? hot right? colored myself.

Semangat.

My dad bought this. haha. it says 0.0 alcoholic beer?

wtfff?

It tasted like an original beer, said by him himself and my sistar.

are you thinking what im thinking?

eyed on turqoise.

2009-12-07T18:42:00.000+08:00

SO, colored my nails.

blacked, turquiose-d, pink-ed it.

Obviously, the colour isn't like the highlighted ones above ^.

It is like way nicer.

Went jalan with my sistar, it was tiring.

Well, actually, not exactly, she just want to pon one day of work,

so get MC

And, the clothings you see above ^, i bought it like today only lah.

the tee, 3 bucks only lah.

the shorts, 5 bucks only lah.

like clothings to sleep.

Then, didn't turn up for meeting cos' like,

I OVESLEPT.

HUHU.

Bumped into a few people which i unlikely want to bump with.

Not that i don't like you, but,

it is awkward,

so yeah.

thats about it.

WEDNESDAY, go lepakzx.

Not turning up on the meeting again.

I'll go friday, ok?

Oh, I'm finding for strap-py wedges.

Got my devil's heels before the duo marriages.

so, yeah, now with kakak eka.

Okay, i feel knocking off, but, have to remove the paint.

So that can sembahyang kan?

haha.

De Ja Vu

2009-12-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

Just as i thought.

EVERYONE'S surname changed from Beiber to Cullen.

Mine is forever Mohamed Ros. :D

OWNED!

Just, don't be proud of your 'nick' ,

cos' it is certainly copyrighted.

LOL (Lots of LOVE),

shafirah MOHAMED ROS

2012,

2009-12-06T16:18:00.000+08:00

Oh, finally updating. Yeah. Finally people actually stop by and ask to update. haha. Mairah, when i told you inspired me, i wasn't kidding, hmmm, maybe a little. Yesterday, I went to choose skins on blogskins, DUH? Then, I chose City In Bloom and changed the background. I wondering if it's nice? I only like the color. Makes me happy. next week and nex next week will be a little hectic. Oh, i damn right tired. But, if I'm gonna sleep like, right now, I'll be like, a pig, NO a senior pig. Is it me or everybody? I have been like on the couch most of the time. and facing the computer. everyday my mom nags to me asking me to read story books. It Sucks. Whenever i sense she is gonna open that damn topic, I'll open up a boring topic like how 2012 can really occur. LOL .

Just Now, while i was bathing *censored*, I babbled to myself, acting like a 'politician'. HAHA
(mcm Betul)
I said how 2012 can be possible and how it is not. and what if it really happen while everyone doesn't believe it. Saying that NASA have given precautions and stuff, yet everyone chose not to trust them and what if it really fucking happen. It is like, when you wake up and the sun rise the other side of the pole, and everyone than only starts to trust and believe them. Wouldn't that be, AWESOME? I mean, we're human beings, we can't predict the future. There are a lot of possibilties in the world. It is like the same as saying, Tsunami is never gonna happen, then, a few days later, Tsunami is really fucking occurs, and then, only did people started to believe them. Anyway, if you were to laugh on 2013, it is no joke. It really proves that NASA isn't capable of research.

OKAYYYY, why did I even talk about 2012? it's weird. Anyway, Mairah, updated already. YEAH,
Asyiqin if you're reading this, I'm not scaring you. BOOO!

sorry sorry sorry

2009-10-21T17:34:00.000+08:00

my result was obviously moderate. i ain't a failure. anyway, me and audi had a heart2heart talk about something. we are both are relieved that we have the same mentallity. oh ya, i thought today was thursday. and it was fun. hehe. and, his body is as hot as jaebum, but, in a bleagh version. and im not intrigued by him. lols. duh? im bored. ihatemyresults. ihatemyresults. i hatemyresults. i have to buck up. next year streaming liaos. i very scared. i fear a lot of things. i dissappoint my mother, but i didn't mean to. i've been slacking too much. tomorrow maybe or maybe not going netball. i fear 'it'.

eventhough, i don't want to quit, but, i think, maybe it is best for me. or, i'm just not in the right mind.

i fear netball.
i want to pursue something which is of my interest
i don't deserve to be a sports leader.
i'm not responsible enough for the responsibility you gave me.
netball isn't something i want to pursue and i don't want to grow up to be one.
i'm really thinking about the future, my future.
it's my life to lead.
my mind may still be immature, but, i am certain about my decision.
i'm not looking forward to 'slack' CCA, but, something that is of my interest and can guide me through life.
you advice us to persevere, but, i could not sastify your expectations.
netball is fun, but, the training is very bad, it is something you don't allow me to joke about.
i'm feeling down.

random

2009-10-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just feel myself like an idiot.

i keep running back to the same person,

eventhough i know it is clear, you hurt me

but, i just thought giving you chances

would change you, yet, i'm young.

i have alot to learn. but you gave me

temptations that i don't want to have.

it is like spring. the more you push me

away, the more i want to be with you.

but, yes, i have to admit, you make me mad,

but make me happy at the same time.

those feelings i keep yearning for it

eversince you left my side empty.

we thought about the future, but, the future

doesn't seem to work the way we want

it to be. hence, you make me believe,

whatever you said in the past was true.

i didn't give up on you, neither did you.

maybe, distance between us made us

stong. but, i'm a human being, i want what

everyone has. including YOU.

reconnection to blogger.

2009-10-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

Eventhough how bad i fell for you, i would not give up on you.

cos' the wound that you gave, is you who can cure.

today did, a lot things. im tired of dramas. i didn't even know it existed in real life.

all i know, it's written on a book, acted on tv and spoke by voices.

yet, in reality, it does exist.

then, wouldn't book all considered documentary or even fiction?

Anw, saturday, was fun.

i'm sorry to those who felt a little bit neglected and left out.

I turned in about 9.30 pm that day.

i was so tired.

i even sneaked out with friends to TMALL.

lols.

anyway, i having blisters. not major, but yeah.

just thought of complaining a lil'.

lols

i miss a lot of people right now.

i think, having a love life a good way of not feeling bored.

what about me playing timer?

lols. just kidding. i insaf already. nvmnvmnvmnvm.

I tagged to the primary school peeps already.

go check fb.

2009-09-24T19:21:00.001+08:00

HOW CAN YOU NOT RESIST HER TALENT????

SHE SO PRO IN HER OWN WAY MANXZ!

LOVE HER!

MBLAQ

2009-09-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

Future Sound!

MBLAQ, hotness future.

fuck bangla's cock ar.

2009-09-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

I got to admit, your whole family, besides your parents,

are fucking lame liaos.

you all, theres no other adjectives that is stronger than anth to describe you.

YOU suck to the core.

piercings perhs?

siaper kisah sak?

kalau suruh pierce kat lidah, brani?

mcm btul ar.

giii shopping babi ar korang.

aperh?

skarang bru terasa?

terasa aperh?

aku cakap pasal kau?

memang btol.

nak copy aku nyer skin?

silakan.

muker korang tunjukkan korang pathetic.

kesian. mcm takderh, maruah diri.

korang cakap pasal 'originality'

cermin diri dulu aar.

kau, sedikit pun tkderh originality.

NOTE: i ain't referring to anyone in ESSS!

wtfssssssss?

2009-09-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

hAHA.

I got no life wor!

I go online,

then went to this website.

then gt translate section.

then i translate this song to indonesian language.

lols.

to the max!

cascada - evacuate the dancefloor.

Muncul musik
Ayo kita keluar di lantai
Saya ingin memindahkannya
Datang dan memberi saya beberapa
Watch me gettin 'fisik
Lepas kendali
Ada orang-orang watchin 'me
Aku tidak pernah ketinggalan mengalahkan

Mencuri malam
Membunuh lampu
Rasakan di bawah kulit
Waktu yang tepat
Tetap ketat
Cause it's menarik Anda dalam
Membungkusnya
Tidak bisa berhenti menyebabkan rasanya overdosis

Oh, oh, mengevakuasi dancefloor
Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara
Oh, oh, stop, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku
[Hei, Dr.DJ membiarkan musik membawaku bawah tanah]

Semua orang di klub
Mengevakuasi dancefloor
Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara
Semua orang di klub
Berhenti, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku
[Hei, Dr.DJ datang membakar tempat ini sampai ke tanah]

Tubuhku sakit
Sistem overload
Suhu naik
Aku akan meledak
Lihat aku aku memabukkan mengambil acara
It's got me terhipnotis
Semua orang menyingkir

Mencuri malam
Membunuh lampu
Rasakan di bawah kulit
Waktu yang tepat
Tetap ketat
Cause it's menarik Anda dalam
Membungkusnya
Tidak bisa berhenti menyebabkan rasanya overdosis

Oh, oh, mengevakuasi dancefloor
Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara
Oh, oh, stop, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku
[Hei, Dr.DJ membiarkan musik membawaku bawah tanah]

Semua orang di klub
Mengevakuasi dancefloor
Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara
Semua orang di klub
Berhenti, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku
[Hei, Dr.DJ datang membakar tempat ini sampai ke tanah]

Ayo dan mengevakuasi
Rasakan klub adalah memanas
Move on dan mempercepat
Dorong ke atas
Ayo dan mengevakuasi
Rasakan klub adalah memanas
Move on dan mempercepat
Anda tidak perlu takut

Sekarang coba tebak siapa yang kembali dengan lagu baru
Yang membuat semua orang di klub akan menjadi gila
Jadi semua orang di belakang
Dapatkan punggung Anda di dinding dan hanya menggelengkan bahwa thang
Gila, yo wanita, yo bayi
Biarkan aku melihatmu rongsokan bahwa thang
Dan drop ke bawah rendah, rendah
Biarkan aku melihat Anda bawa ke dancefloor, yo

Semua orang di klub
Mengevakuasi dancefloor
Semua orang di klub
Aku sedang terinfeksi oleh suara
Semua orang di klub
Berhenti, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku
[Hei Dr.DJ membiarkan musik membawaku bawah tanah]

Oh, oh, mengevakuasi dancefloor
Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara
Oh, oh, stop, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku
[Hei, Dr.DJ membiarkan musik membawaku bawah tanah]

Semua orang di klub
Mengevakuasi dancefloor
Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara
Semua orang di klub
Berhenti, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku
[Hei, Dr.DJ datang membakar tempat ini sampai ke tanah]

WTFSSSSSSSS?

hehe. payback time.

2009-09-15T18:37:00.000+08:00

IN YOUR FACE.

BiStar!

LOOK DOWN!

Watch the video,

In your face!

It isn't korean song!

LOSER! (L)

haha.

it is just super junior singing chinese songs.

you guys are suckers.

decomposed soul.

2009-09-13T11:04:00.000+08:00

fake a smile, and hold my name board.

hmmm. yesterday, i kept on blushing till like, my skin on my cheeks going to tear.

yarhadyharhar.

the bombidiboom.

oh, I've learnt the definition of PUNAHUSSY.

it sounds wrong, but, theres such things y'know?

it means: a drug dealer.

oh, you're in love of my blog ryttt?

don't lie.

haha.

Seriously, I love to babble bout' good things of myself.

hehehe.

not everyone hates me.

deal with it.

and, for the past few years, i never kena spam on my tagboard.

Hmmm.

maybe, not everyone bloghop to my blog.

or.

im too good for them.

they got lifes to entertain.

I think, I want to go to popular to buy storybook.

I'm so bored at home.

rotting to the core.

Oh, before that, mabe at 12 noon,

I'm going to have homework marathon.

I never do any homework yet.

not even the easiest one.

currently, chatting with this person.

Since yesterday, y'know?

but, it not a proud thing though.

haha.

no seriously, it's not!

Oh yeah, sweet stuff!

2009-09-12T12:07:00.001+08:00

Uhm, I've made up my mind!
Gawd, I seriously think that I should stop posting about korean stuff.
Cos' somehow, I feel very irritated when I read the same kind of post on other people's blog.
But, the only diff is just, the date.
My date is earlier than yours, that kind of makes you outdated.
but, just treat this as a good thing.
And something that never happens.
Though, I'm going to miss writing about them, but,
I'll solve it on my own since it's my problem.
But, somehow, I believe that the truth is,
I hate writing the same thing as someone else.
I mean, if you go my blog, then you read the same thing,
would not it be like freaking boring?
I do not mind if you hate me for saying these things,
but, come on lah, setakat blog ajer seyhhh.
Truthfully, the words that you read in my blog,
are really something special to me,
that I myself sometimes find it outrageous,
if you find it stupid,
It is just because you have yet to read about it,
on other peoples' blog.
SO yeah,
Just wondering is there any bloggers feel the same way as I do?

Make your own blog interesting on your own way. Do not blog about stuff on the magazine and stuff. The reason they go to your blog ain't because they want to read about the latest gossip. :D And seriously, my advice to you, if you want your blog to become like Gossip Girl, it is so NOT happening, not even in a million years.

today's Thursday?

2009-09-10T20:37:00.001+08:00

Hmmm.. today? Did my passport as planned, oh, the pic of my passport was like, so eeew? I mean, I always put my fringe to the left side. Then the auntie go say, you got to put your fringe to the RIGHT side, and cannot be longer than your eyebrow. Then, i was like, eee-yer, right side? I don't mean to be rude, but, i look better if i put my fringe to the left side. Then, she said, need to see ears. Then, i was like thinking, just imagine you saw my ears is enough. why would the fucking immigration want to see my ears if I want to go overseas? And, wait, my fringe too. Is there like a law, saying, "Singaporeans who are going overseas, please, put your fringe to the right side and please show me your ears". Does this even make sense to you? Then I showed my mom. the first she did was, is this my daughter? I was like, oh, thats the alim side of your daughter by the name of SHAFIRAH BINTE MOHAMED ROS. Then, we went to the credit card machine thingy, the place you swipe your card and stuff. Then, theres this part when they ask you about amount and stuff. Oh, I ALMOST press $1200 and enter. but, the actual money was $120. ^^

Then, went back home. freaking tired, oh, and, i slept with my mouth open, while in the car. It was fcuking hilarious. Then, go home, lepaks all the way till, don't know what time. Then go BBALL! woohoo! fun lehs! GO BBALL WITH JP, SEAN, WEEKAI & ASYIQIN! So fun! But, very hot! I sweating like a moo-ing cow~ Then, while i TRIED tackling the ball from Sean, I accidentally touch his clothes, It was so sweaty. OH, IT WAS A BIG MISTAKE TO WEAR GREY. PANAS GILA BABS.

Anyway, that's it for now hoomoees! Oh, and, I love talking crap. I got tongue tied a couple of times today, so, so, sorry, for not pronouncing my words properly. hehehe! LOVEYOUGUYS!

2009-09-09T20:49:00.003+08:00

Anyway, today is like any other ordinary day. B-O-R-I-N-G! I occupy my time, eye-ing the pineapple tart on the table, typing non-stop, and of course, afternoon naps. I dreamt of a lot of stuff. I jump around the house like a lost kangaroo. NO one stopped me, cos' basically, my sister and brother lock themselves up in their rooms. And, not to mention, my dad too. I bloghopped just now. SO fun./ laughing my cow ass off on how people write their blogs, as in, the language usage. Out of boredom, I wrote on people's blog, 'ILOVE___' . Anyway, the '____' is their name.
Don't be lame, and think I'm referring to 'someone special'. So last year. LOLX. Oh, Bball tmrw!
And, Going to do my passport and stuff tml. birth cert still nowhere to find. Oh, the truth is, I lost my passport. HIDAYAHROHAIMI, saved my ass. and I owe her big time. Somehow, i think, I'm not socializing with primary school friends as much as last time. sorry ar. me and you, are busy, what? I mean, how is it my fault kannn? We both, like, so far away, iin terms of distance and stuff. so yeah.

MY MOTHERS SON-IN-LAW.

HAHA! LOLX!

"I don't chase guys who I know I can't get."
Quoted from NUR HIDAYAH ROHAIMI.

2009-09-09T17:58:00.002+08:00

ANYONE CARE TO PLAY BBALL TML AT 1PM - 3PM.?

TELL ME!

(ASK ME FOR DETAILS! )

IF YOU COME, I WILL LOVE YOU!

2009-09-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

I don't know what's with me these days.

Yesterday night,
no offence to the girls out there,
just sharing my thoughts,
I dreamt that Farhan Shah didn't get into finals cos' he got into a car accident.
haha. LOL.
It is just a dream!
Then I woke up and wash my face, then sleep again.
then dreamt bout' sweet2 stuff.
^^
Then, before entering blogger.com, i accidentally type, booger.com?
LOL!
booger?
I think midnight is a strikedown to my eyes,
hehe. ^^

SEASON 3 RUMBLE!

2009-09-08T23:15:00.000+08:00

Waiting restlessly and impatiently for the upcoming GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 3!
ARGH!
I mean, I miss those sexy XOXO voice.
I miss Ms Blair and her attitudes stuff.
I miss serena's blonde hair.
I miss everything about them!
And it's season 3.
come on lah, who never watch season 1,
ketinggalan zaman 2008.
Even My mom watch it.
My grandmother, jangan harap lah (don't even think about it)
She only watch wrestling.
And play the $3 gameboy thingy.
I dont know what it is.
But the thing is, Gossip Girl is OFF THE HOOK !
Go watch it!
season 1
Have a happy time finding the links to the episode to the season 1 and season 2!
love you!

mommeh moment! ^^

2009-09-08T22:46:00.000+08:00

Okay, uhm, changed my blogskin cos' the before one, has a lot of people use, so, this current one, is rocking!
the song, power to the core!
my baby singing all those songs!
haha~!
A rocket to the moon?
Cash Cash?
HOTSTUFF!

ANyway, FYI, I bypass my limited amount of husbands~
hehehe.
God, please forgive me.
This is like my game of monopoly.
: DDDDDDDDD
I miss school~!
And miss chatting with (someone)!
coocooo~!
BOOO!
BAHHH!
Going B-Ball with peeps.
:DDDDDDD
Skipping netball for the entire fasting month.
ask my mom write letter one.
She so considerate, and wrote for me.
That's why I fucking love her. ^^

YOu may not believe it but,
I'm rather sensitive towards people who does not know how to appreciate the thing called, 'mom'
I mean,
WHY don't you cherish your mom before it's too late ?
Life isn't for you to live as long as you want,
you know ?

I LOVE YOU IBU! ^^

SO FUCKING JEALOUS LORH!

2009-09-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

I WANT THOSE~
LIKE FUCKING WANT THEM !
THE CELEBRITIES HAVE THEM BEFORE I DO! ('.')
I WANNA CRY.
I WANT IT MORE THAN FT ISLAND TICKETS MANXZ!
G DRAGON FROM BIG BANG HAVE ONE,
AND SO DOES ESMEE DENTERS!
ARGH...
WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT ?
THOSE FUCKING LIMITED HEADPHONES!
DUH, CANXZ ?

NOT CLEAR ANOUGH ?
WATCH THIS MUSIC VIDEOS.

2009-08-30T12:27:00.001+08:00

WHOEVER READING THIS, IS STALKING MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

2009-08-30T12:18:00.000+08:00

What if you found out that your blog is officially DEAD ?
Shafirah says: FUCKTHESYSTEM! NO LAH! In my opinion, if my blog is dead, I would throw my laptop to outer space. There, it will have a better environment and all.
OR
Cry like theres no tomorrow and make the tears from your eyes drop on the laptop. then, it'll revive itself, like HARRY POTTER like that.
you know, the part when the birdie cried and drop its tears on Harry Potter's wounds.
Then TA-DA ! HE's alive!
OR
Spout vulgarities non-stop.
WARNING!
Only use this method after buka or Sahur or at least not during puasa.
PAHALA go down lah, SYG.
OR
CALL SHAFIRAH!
You'll find out later, what I will do to your blog.!

BUT THE TRUTH IS,
It's logical enough if you just use the energy in your body and apply it on the computer.
SUSAH sangat perh?
Otak kau senget perh?

2009-08-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

I Still don't get it how it works.
What I'm talking about?
YES, ThAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
IT'S VIBRATORS!
I don't get it .
Do you really get pleasure out of it ?
I mean seriously, vibrators ???
you got to be kidding me!
Sorry, for talking about this topic, but I can't help myself.
I just happen to see one yellow one, while shopping just now.
It sure must have been a temptation towards women who buys it.
I think, those nerds, selengers, kentalans out there, no luck for love ?
BUY ONE !
Recommended by me.
kayyy2, change topic.

I got to admit that my sister is annoying me to the core.
what's her problem manxz?
she doesn't get infected by my words.
Eventhough i call her hopeless and stuff, she does not give a damn.
FUCK that thing manxz!

In my blog, there's no such thing as p/s.
p/s = pangsai . paiseh. pantat sexy. puck you. pointed stuff.
I don't really get it.

My body burning .

2009-08-15T19:12:00.003+08:00

'

ARGH ! The picture above explain it all right?
&&& SORRY SANTHANAKON PHUNATPHATTHARASIN ! & HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
My body burning to th max sia .
haish .
Till now, i duno if i'm allowed to attend school or NOT .
But, anyways, you guys can't miss me if I never go school, kayy kayy kayy ?
HAHHA. Love you, LOVES!
Love you, LOVES !
LOVES = to my friends .

YOU ARE MONSTERS WITH EVIL PLAN TO KILL MY LAPTOP !

2009-08-15T09:00:00.000+08:00

OHMIGAWD !
this may seem evil, but,
haha(to my siblings)
I put password on my user acc.
I'm sorry.
Eversince you touch my laptop,
my laptop been very naughty enough that makes me scream my lungs out.
my history been deleted, my laptop having fever, my tabs all gone.
the words upstairs is like FUCK YOU katakan but in a good kind of manner.
so, serve you.
then my MSN, you unremember me.
you think my laptop got time to remember you is it ?
haish.

2009-08-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

"my blog, my say" ? I think, This phrase is SO last season manxz !
Just like Nobody by Wondergirls.
Seriously, readers, you should really consider on writing something else that have your own originality and your name untitled to it, like, "Ini blog aku, kau jangan kacau ar, setan" or, "My blog is my MOUTH" or, "my blog, is so not yours !" or, "my blog is not your ass to say" .
Something like this is like ORIGINALITY !
WHOEVER READ THIS, PLEASE, CHECK IF YOUR LABEL NAME & YOUR CREDIT ARE ROUGHLY LIKE MINE.
I capitalized this so that, "THAT PERSON", will realise that she just copyrighted me, which have been going for months.
FUCYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOUFUCKYOU .
In this sense, my blog, is for you to learn the correct usage of vulgar .
I may be someone TOTALLY different at school, BUT, playing safe is the most important thing canxz ?
SO PLEASE, CHANGE LAH .

2009-08-11T19:27:00.000+08:00

I at lost with my blog.

Should I make it like, hip? or bimbotic? or cool?

but, WTFFF, canxz ?

FYI !

I'm still feeling pissed with THAT girl .

She's like in hunger of my blog ?

Idamnpissed!Hopeyoudieofeyebagdiseaseorsomethingar!

Singapore, hot to the core .

2009-08-09T11:56:00.000+08:00

OH, & happy birthday Singapore .
I am very appreciative on what's in store in Singapore,
but, I'm just not in the mood of it's weather .
Therefore, I would really really appreciate it if I'm in Korea,
OR
Somewhere that's cold .
It would be ^^ .
So, have fun SINGAPORE !

money expressway .

2009-08-09T11:47:00.000+08:00

OHHH .
I feel like getting my nails colored & go for shopping .
Currently, I'm shouting this.

" M A H ! IS YOUR WALLET HEAVY ? "
Anyway, I think, I want to get some light colored stuff,
like, bright yellow, baby blue, chilli red & etc.
These days, my parents are in the mood of flaying out their munneh .
OHHH, I guess, it's because of the rental stuff .
NEHMIND .
I'm in love of my blogskin+song .
^^
I miss everybody !
Oh, I got an idea for my next theme (for pictures) !
I'm going for, 'Your Brothers Wardrobe Is Wonderland ?'
^^ Good Luck.

I hate asscore like you, hobo .

2009-08-08T19:22:00.000+08:00

I hate you so much that I could die .
I despise myself to the point of sanity .

HAHA .
Ohmigawd, I just came back from lingerie shopping. ^^
Sorry for telling you this .
I know, I got no dignity or whatsoever.
But, at least I'm not trying to be someone I'm not .
To the typical malays out there,
I don't give a damn if you give me such statements like,
" eeee, tak tahu malu" or whatever .
I rock my way, & you rock your mother's way .
oooooh... so alim ...
WHATEVER .
Anyway, I'm on the state of hungry for new songs.
^^

mirror of colors .

when you're hungry of whatever is mine

2009-08-08T12:54:00.000+08:00

owwww.

She's a copycat !
Talking about originality, you yourself don't have one & you're not even close .
From head to toe&from your pride to your dignity .
Guess, you have NO originality.
not even a percent .
You're a pathetic hobo . your eye bags are like cow dung . it really brings your eye down, & it look like slime .
I don't mind you to copy me but, at least credit me for it .
So, i really2, want you to find your originality & feel proud of it & NOT copy people and feel proud of it, cos' it sucks .

when the world is a scary place, which makes your heart empty .

2009-08-08T08:08:00.000+08:00

When you wake up with your with your bra and your make-up

Uhmmm. Do I have to right a statement here ? nevermind . I changed my blogskin .
I love ASYIQIN, NADHRAH, AUDI, MAIRAH, FIKAH, DAYAH, SARAH, ARINAH, ATIQAH, NATASHA, KON& others .

2009-08-04T12:37:00.001+08:00

MAK BAPAK AKU LAGI HOT!
My current obsession quote is upstairs there.
I'm in between of two RETARDS.
I love my life, & i don't need a spoilt milk.
I love my country, cos' i got nothing else to love .
&&&& Imagine when you go other the sheets, then ue want to pee.
LOL

MINAH, so yesterday .

2009-08-02T14:21:00.000+08:00

Come to think of it,
I think being MINAH TAK MENJADI OR STEP MINAH,
is a good thiing.
cos' literal speaking,
It fucking means you're not a minah.
Being Minah is at the top max.
Minah tak menjadi is totally not a minah because tak menjadi perh ?
and step minah, is slightly above minah tak menjadi,
step minah means, you just stepping only.
not yet become minah.
I hope the word minah is used for more useful things, like,
MINAH DINOSAUR or KWAYTEOW KERANG SPECIAL(additional minah flavour in it) or MINAH PANAS extra MANIS .
My point is, if you don't know what's the definition of minah, don't use it.
&&& BTW, MAK KAU MINAH JUGA LAH SIAL !
( I checked the meaning, and it means, "a lady" for kampung speaking )
People like, YOU, who still use the word "minah".
I got smtg to say to you.
" OI, KAU LAHIR ZAMAN BILA SIA? BILA MAK AKU LAHIRKAN KE PERH? "
so, pls put some sense cnxz ?

blogskin. previous. shoo.

2009-07-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

YEAH!
Today, i shoo-ed my previous blogskin and felt bad.
But, i must say, I just modified it.
:DDDDDDDDDDD
I love you blogskin.
oh, life is boring.
you suck.
this post is boring.
you suck still.
school is boring.
you suck like it.
your jokes are boring.
you suck like hell.
FEEL THE PLEASURE ?
OHMYGAWD ! I'm dirty minded !

2009-07-18T21:02:00.001+08:00

TODAY,
Made my day.
There's nothing to say .
Never had it since May.
Let me tell you, okayyy ?


LOL ! I think today made history of all history I've gone through .
Oh, I stink last few minutes ago .
Sorreh .
Anyway back to today events .


OH, would you prefer to type minah kind of blog ?
Macam maner babe ?
Kau Naik Untuk Itu ? (are you up for it)
LOL !

Ari (hari) ni, macam siak (sial) sak ! Malu dokkk !
Sial ah lelaki gemuk to sak .
Macam babi !
Mintak Namer, ngan IC number sak .
Musibot betul .
macam lah itu make bapa au punyer MRT .
gyy mampus ar .

OK.
AMACAM ?
I give up on this kind of language man .
I can die of stroke if I use this .
(no offence)
Offended ?
thanks for, giving concern to my health .
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Anyway, today, was he-lair-ious !
Funny like hell !
Today.

* Went for Netball thingy . Jing Ting send me . thanks for the ride, lovey .
* Then, met Audi and all. They damn slow ar . haish .
* Waited for Samantha with the others . She didn't show up, so yeah.
* Then ALL of us was craving for food so walk arnd finding for food .
* Then, watch the lovely perfomance . ok lah, no that lovely . I wanted to sleep but the boom of the speaker send adrenaline rush all over my body, so CAN'T . FUCK YOU SPEAKERS !
* Then, star match . Supposingly, Audi put our group name as AHF7, But, turns out to be AhF7 . haish .
* Then find out, we're the youngest among all the netballers . -.-
* Then, Audi & I go to tampines after everything finish .

AFTER THIS, I thinK it is NEED TO DO EVERYTHING INDIVIDUALLY .

A lot of thing happen today . so yeah .
Anyway, Audi & I were from Toa Payoh Mrt station . Then, we tried to put $10 to the machine thingy to pay for MY standard ticket . Then turns out, Can't use $10, only $2 or $5 . Paiseh lehs .
Then, when we were about to go down the staircase, Audi, was like,
"eh, no, NOT Marina Bay ."
SO, we went to the other side.
Then she was like .
"eH, how come everything to Marina Bay?"
LOL !
Then, we were like thinking .
But, the truth is, WE ARE SUPOSE TO GO TOWARDS MARINA BAY .
OK, This isn't funny .

Then, we were like so tired of standing when the train is going towards Tanah Merah MRT .
So we were like talking throughout the journey .
Then, at one point of time, I ask Audi to sit down cos' got a lot of empty seat .
SO, we sat down .
Then, we heard.
"next stop, Pasir Ris "
Then, we were like .
SHIT ! We sat dot down when we suppose to go down .
LOL ! then We laughed .
After alll of that . we met Asyiqin .
Then, followed her to UNIQLO .
refund smtg .
Then, followed her to the MRT station to top-up her Ez-Link card .

KAYY, THIS PART IS FUCKED UP !

Me, Audi&Asyiqin was lining up .
Then, I was biting my straw which was in my MacDonalds cup .
It is empty !!!
Anyway, here's wat happen .
Officer = O
Me = S

O : Give me your Ez-Link card
S : I didn't bring it .
O : Then give me your friend's Ez-Link card .
( ASYIQIN GAVE IT TO HIM . WHY ???? )
S : Why do you need my Ez-Link card anyway ?
O : You made an offence, you drink water in the MRT .
S : You don't need my friend's IC, I can give you mine . And anyways, my cup is empty . I just bite the straw .
O : From what I see, it doesn't matter . It sends to my mind that you're drinking .

Then, I was like whatever lah .
Then, I bite my straw in front of him again .
Then, he warn me not to that in front of him again .
I wanted to give him a smirk and say " you think I want to see your face ? "
but, didnt . Then Asyiqin, Audi & I laughed so hard .
LOL !!

I heart them .

2009-07-14T19:40:00.002+08:00

I LOVE KOREANS' NATURAL BLUSH, NATURAL CUTENESS, NATURAL PALE-LOOKING, PEARL-LIKE COMPLEXION !
I LOVE THEIR CUTE LANGUAGE !
I LOVE THEIR DRESSING CODE !
SERIOUSLY, WHO DOESN'T CANXZ ?

tan line are long to be stopped

2009-07-09T19:58:00.003+08:00

Oh Gosh !
Singapore's climax is TERR-I-BLE !
It is totally a work out even a 10 minutes walk manx !
With school uniform having their own artificial colors and all .
hmpfh !
I think Singapore will officially lose A LOT of anorexics cos' they have brains as to just shop at Orchard just to slim down !
Anyway, if I were to go school in the morning, I won't lose much .
So hail GLOBAL WARMING for losing for us much fats without using much effort & we can even eat A LOT of junk food all we want !
*applause*
So, if you got cancer, DON'T blame the junk food that goes to your ASS, but, instead, blame GLObAL WARMING instead !
It is totally understandable .
Skin cancer huh ?
My foot lah !
The only skin effects I have is the 'pimps' enjoying my skin and the color coding .
SO OUT RIGHT ?
I mean, like, we are fated to have skin disease .
*sobs*
SO yeah, I end my entry here .

OH, for the record,

MY TAN LINE IS HOR-RIB-BLE !
Disastrous !
Hitam line+Putih line = SOOOOOO tak the match !

Mr Hudson - Supernova

2009-07-09T19:51:00.002+08:00

I'M IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG !

Anyway, if you rant for the lyrics, here it is .
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

[Mr Hudson]
Chorus:
and I feel like taking off
let me be your supernova
before you make the biggest mistake of your life
just give me the chance to get it right

Verse 1:
they got it all
they've got all the things I thought I wanted
but I can't fall
to fake anymore
to live this facade and smile as the warm champagne pours
out on the lawn we'll pretend we're having tonnes of fun in this world where we don't belong
some bloke all alone
is she thinking of me
did she forget what we once had

Chorus:
and I feel like taking off
let me be your supernova
before you make the biggest mistake of your life
just give me the chance to get it right get it right

[Kanye West]
Verse 2:
oh they got it all you can see they got it all
they got the cars the boat and the beautiful house by the shore
and you know there's more
but I can't take another minute of y'all
he wants his kids and the dog
he wants his breakfast in bed
he's got his trust fund saved
not a worry in his head
he's not you or me
I wanna break up the scene and see you running back to me

Chorus:
coz I feel like taking off
let me be your supernova
before you make the biggest mistake of your life
just give me a chance to get it right get it right

yeah I feel like taking off
let me be your supernova tonight
before you make the biggest mistake of your life
just give me a chance to get it right get it right

[Mr Hudson]
you've got it wrong if you say our love is gone
you've got it wrong if you say our love is gone
[Mr Hudson & Kanye West]
you've got it wrong if you say our love is gone
you've got it wrong if you say our love is gone
[Mr Hudson]
you've got it wrong if you say our love is gone
(repeats in the background)

[Kanye West]
yeah I feel like taking off
let me be your supernova
before you make the biggest mistake of your life
just give me a chance to get it right get it right

[Mr Hudson & Kanye West]
yeah I feel like taking off
let me be your supernova tonight
before you make the biggest mistake of your life
just give me the chance to get it right get it right

boring day, boring post .

2009-06-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

Yeah !
I beat my last Year record manxz !
Standing broad Jump, 170cm ( last year ) , to 181 cm !
Woots !
(applause ! )
Ok, today was a blur day for me .
LOL !
&&& I was hyper above the max of the maxz !
woots !
i think i know why .
Recently, have been chatting with this person, for almost everyday .
but, wtffff ?
I don't care less lohs !
damn boring !
convo, all, like, want to fight like that .

OH YARH !
I lost 3 KG ! Wooohooo !
LOL !

&&& IIM PROUD OF AUDI !
JIA YOU ! :DDDD

no, U-turn ? back off !

2009-06-21T21:47:00.002+08:00

It dont matter what you say,

Its too little too late,
Im tired of the lies and the games that you play,
Telling me you wanna come back,
But its not going down like that.

OH, baby, there's no U-turn ?
oh, such pity .
I hope you find the exit after getting through the entrance to my heart .


good luck in everything .
I'm still angry at you someway, somehow .

just die, you know I'll be OK !

2009-06-21T17:03:00.002+08:00

I just think that we're on the tip orrdyy !
urgh .
I hate him for A LOT of things .
He does not know the sensitivity I hold inside me .
What I hate most .
He is such a, ruin-age of girls ?
ARGH !
Totally pissed .
He totally argh !
Hope you die soon .

THE GAME

2009-06-19T23:35:00.003+08:00

OHMYGAWD !
I kind of miss a lot of things while I was gone for Tioman .
Things isn't going so well either with me .
I don't know what's the deal ?
I hope I find the answer soon enough for me to like, you know, let loose .
Somehow I MISS STAR !
So SAD !
STAR is like everything I always needed, but when I finally have him, I didn't want him anymore .
-.-

I'm sorry but all I enjoyed was the game . ILY .

STAR is a replacement name !
LOL !
Just figure it out yourself .
LOVE YOU, READERS .

I'M NO MINAH, KNS !
PANTAT GILA BABS !

Boredom are shits you gotta tolerate !

2009-06-14T19:33:00.003+08:00

So, I think right now, the situation is kind of 'improved' .
I have sufficient time for everything right now .
THANK GOD !

Anyway, I changed my blogskin !
Hot Pink !
Oh, &&& I am bored !
-.-
Erm, I think Coach is going WHACKO cos' I didn't turn up training for quite sometime .
SORRY !
( I, somehow feel bad )
Tomorrow going to Tioman with Hidayah .
So yeah.
I'll miss HOME A LOT !
My home is like the best place to slack ! ( To ME )
But what th toot lah .
BORING SIA !
KNN !

FUCK HOLIDAY !

2009-06-12T15:22:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the long silence .
Things have been kinda HECTIC lately .
If you can see, I'm kind of pathetic right now . -.-
But WTNN ?
So yeah, my parents allowed me to go for the trip with HIDAYAH !
Not 'THAT' excited though .
BUT i sure know it would be FUN .
So yeah .
In my condition now, I don't really think that is kind a 'good' .
BUT, it just a way of releasing stress canxz ?
Anyway, I miss people from East Spring, excluding the ones i TOTALLY despise, && i sure do miss MAIRAH, HIDAYAH, ARINAH, ATIQAH, SHAFIKAH, SARAH && ALL so the very MUCH !

oooh, hmmm, i wonder, how about a break up cos' i don't really care FUCKER !

To readers, sorry for the language . It is kind of nasty . BUT whatthetoot ?
&&& OH YARH, for the record, this is the WORST HOLIDAY EVER IN MY LIVING HISTORY !

BLOOPBLAAPBLEEEP! random!

2009-04-25T13:14:00.002+08:00

I'M IN LOVE WITH F.A.S.S.
YAY! (applause)
Anyway, F.A.S.S. stands for Faizah, Asyiqin, Shafirah&Santhanakon!
We rock! craziness revolves around us.
I am diagnosed with this group since, no idea when, & my daily dosage is them.
Anyway, last two days, was DECLARED fun.
We went to Kon's crib.
We slack a lot, our purpose was actually do our history project.
But, WTH, That can wait.
I did my homework!
I am now so called ' geek tak pass '
hahah.
So, I have NO idea that Faizah is WHACKOUT!
Now, I've learnt that her switch is on after 6.
SO BEWARE! BOO!
Anyway, yesterday, Kon read this section on the TEENAGE magazine.
she was like laughing out of sudden.
Then i asked her why she laugh?
Then she was like, "if my sister read this, she is going to laugh."
Then when i read, i was like, "what is so funny? it is just a love message."
Then blablablablabla.
Soon, she pop out an idea to impersonate it.
So we created some lame poems.
Then, in the middle, we were like bored.
So we created not so loving poem like;

If you're fat, I'll help you eat your food.
If you're thin, please help me eat my food.

Then we laughed.
I was like so afraid that our science teacher was suspicious of us that he wanted to check on us.
so, the only solution was being random.
so, i started asking,
"why people close their eyes when they sneezing?"
"Why some people laugh till tears come out?"
"Why when people fart very loud, less polution is made?"

Then, he was like, ' erm... good question."
What do we know? He don't why?! haha!

mepeks!

2009-04-11T19:15:00.002+08:00

OH sharks!

I SO miss this mepeks/pantarts/biatch/sexaey mamars!
Sarahh, Mairawr, Fikah!, Dayah, Arinah.
Wah, if i chat with them, It will be like there's no tomorrow.
I miss the sexy pantarts!

Anw, today, chatted with dayah, asking bout stuff.
Then chat with sarawr!
I ask her to update her blog&stuff.
The blog is kinda dead though, but, wth?
Then now, chatting with my mairah!
she is mandi-ing now. so yeh.
Funnn sia talk to her. haha! my finger sampai sakit2!
haha!
I miss cari-ing pasal with peeeepearl!
I MISS THEM!

WAH!
This peeeepearl are getting preetier and preetier by the day/month!
HAHA!

TAGBOARD MIA!

2009-04-11T11:09:00.001+08:00

ANYWAY,
for those who is finding for the tagboard,
it is located in the friends section.
WHY?
because my blog is like wtf? so yeah.
BYE!

I KNOW I am lame, but trust me, this is way lame-r!

2009-04-11T08:57:00.003+08:00

HELLO TO THE WORLD!

Anw, I know my before blogskin was in a huge mess so I changed it.
Nice? haha.
ANW, just now, while facebook-ing, i overcome this page.
I find it kind of hilarious.

I'M THE BOMB!

This come handy, you know!

I ain't no novelist!

HAHA! It suits a slenger guy perfectly!

It is so true!

Awww.. don't cry cookie monster! I'll buy you famous amos alrite?

What a good excuse. should try it to the girl who sits very near me

YEAH!

Check it! This one sounds very horny leh!

Yarh lor!

That is So fcuking true!

Villagers are not as idiotic as it seems.

I paid for my life!

That would be wicked cool!

OMG! i knew it too!

I agree! We conduct a budget riot to EAST SPRING SEC!

That sound disgusting but it is not ME.

That is so smart! I always procrastinate every 5 min interval.

Sarcasm rules!

I'll be the one making history!

2009-04-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

HAHA!

Today slacked till 3 plus in our class.
FUN! haha.
Sound so wrong but wth?

Anyway, just now me, Asyiqin, Santhanakon, Brandon, Tyronne, Darryl, Sean, Keefe&Juraimi slacked in class.
Reason told? - Got decoration to do. - So much for a stupid decoration!
It was so funny lehs!
Brandon&Tyronne came in with their NCC uniforms. Then Tyronne go take the green star thingy & said that was his newly rank. ( so SHINY! ) haha!

HAHA! Anw, Asyiqin took this photo. haha.
she said, Tyronne is like a model. LOL!
i agree lors!

Anw, two anonymous boys from 2E4 enter our class with darryl!
wah! they like got anger problem sia.
everything oso want to staple with their humongous stapler! haha.
Then they will punch stuff.
But, somehow or another, they can get along with us quite well.
HAHA! then th chinese boy go say his teacher's name.
wah! like the name of a school lehs!
MR ONG CHONG CHENG. ( don't how to spell it! )
haha! wth?

haha day?

2009-04-06T18:08:00.002+08:00

HMMMM... today....
Eng class, was kinda hilarious.
Didn't know Mr.Lee can laugh weirdly, as in having a very awkward, evil-like kind of laugh.
It is so weird.haha.
We learnt just the word 'perverse' at the end of the day! haha!
Then, at the last second of the eng period, Brandon go STRIP!
He took of the pants and wear his pe shorts.
Then he go & take out his shirt & put on his pe t-shirt.
haha
was so disgusting!
Then when the pe teacher asked.

PE Teacher: Brandon was it true. *half smiling*

Brandon: yarh? But my shirt is very LONG! So can cover the part.

PE teacher: Well, you can change at the toilet next time.

I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS OFF! haha!

Then MT, we wasted our time doing unnecessary things like changing seats.
I just wonder why is my MT classroom So SMALL & TINY? urgh!
Well, you know what?
this school very budget!

Then recess, Asyiqin bought Ice Lemon Tea.
Well, the Ice Lemon Tea was being a jerk!
It really froze to real ICE!
Then she had a hard time drinking it.
we shake it, bang it, poke it&others.
haha.

so yeah. i think that's the only thing funny happen today. haha

Thank you, bye2.

2009-04-06T14:45:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY,
you are just my past & i don't need you to be my present anymore.
live your life & i'll live my own.
If only i had the guts to say this to you, I would.
but, well, i don't have the guts.
you use to be my obsession of a lifetime,
but now, you're just a rubbish with other girls' stain over it.
It is disgusting.
I FEEL AWKWARD!
YUcks!

ANYWAY,
things change by the day okay?
I've been more responsible with my actions.
&&& I'm having FUN with my friends.
We share the same damn thing.
doing nonsense stuff, singing, laughing like nobody's business, acting like a fooling&even goofing around.
we have so much FUN, & i dont need you to spoil this sweet sensation of mine.

Live like you're dying - Lenka

2009-04-04T21:15:00.004+08:00

So today, was just watching TV...
Then I came across this advertisement.
Grey's Atanomy.
It promotes their show by putting a nice song.
Live like you're dying by Lenka.
It is a nice song, i must admit.
So, i just need you to hear it & comment

Lyrics? Here it is.

lyrics:
One of these days youll be
under the covers youll be
under the table and youll realize
all of your days are numbered;
all of them one to one hundred.
All of them millions.
All of them trillions.
So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more.
no no

Chorus 1:
Take every moment; you know that you own them.
Its all you can do, use whats been given to you.

Give me a reason
to fight the feeling
that theres nothing here for me.
Cause none of its easy,
I know it wasnt meant to be.
I know its all up to me x2.
So what am I gonna do with my time?
oh

Chorus 2:
Ill take every moment, I know that I own them.
Its all up to you to do whatever you choose.

Chorus 3:
Live like youre dying and never stop trying.
Its all you can do, use whats been given to you.

All of the moments you didnt notice;
gone in the blink of an eye.
All of the feelings you couldnt feel
no matter how you try.
oh oh

Chorus 1
Chorus 3 x2

So, I think as per usual, you ppl won't comment it, so yeah.
Why bother?
:DDD

2009-03-26T14:54:00.003+08:00

TODAY MADE HISTORY.

Seriously wouldn't it be fun if Literature lesson was as FUN as TODAY?
The song we learnt was so nice.
Motive?
Ironic, but it was suppose to help us understand about the word IRONIC.

Ironic by Alanis Morissette.

The during SFL, or should I should I say, Success For Living?
Anyway, we watched this MOVIE.
It was super nice.
Inspiring, fantastic, superb, marvellous & ALL the adjective you can find.
It is called 'Ron Clark'.
He is a perfect solution for the teachers in SCHOOL!
He rocks like HELL!
He is BRILLIANT, I must say.
Who knew that he would include dancing, singing to studies?
He rules!
& it was based on a true story!

OMG!

maths + LIFE???

2009-03-24T19:33:00.003+08:00

Thought about it since young.
There's a lot of life I can make up to.

Hint:
Those stories which made me cry were the one
who made me reflect about what I want MY
world to be.

Life is a PLUS sign. (+)
Basically MATHS? (+)(-)(%)(x)(divide) (brackets have been used)
You DO NOT get it, do you?
Things that add up to your life is the plus sign.
Those that ARE NOT, are literally just subtract and waste of time to the usage of PLUS.
Let me explain to you.
Firstly, you THINK that doing 'SOMETHING' is GOOD, resulting it is a PLUS sign.
Then, everything GOOD thing would 100% turn bad. A MINUS sign.
Just like any fruit.
It would start FRESH but eventually turn ROTTEN as days pass by.

So yeah, the way I see it, it is just one HUGE sucker.
but whatever it is, I'm not enjoying life.
Gawd demwit to the fcukers out thr.

2009-03-19T13:48:00.003+08:00

NO PROJECTS HAS BEEN DONE! I know. Dateline! Expiry date! Due date! BEST? So, anyway yesterday just came back from Cherating and Malacca. Went to Cherating, cherish the sweet leftovers memories of my P5 trip. That trip was the best trip EVER (P5)! Anyhoo, took A LOT of pictures using kakak eka's, MY REAL COUSIN (not whatever angkat you call it), camera! She rock luhs! but, pictures is still MIA. so yeah. i can only post pictures that were taken using my lousy phone.

2009-03-12T13:16:00.000+08:00

IM IN SCHOOL!

Proud? haha!

bored? hell yeah!

So yeah.

ANYHOO, Im annoyed!

\ kayy, bye~

2009-02-28T19:28:00.002+08:00

WTF?

This may come handy for this post!
Seriously, now, my bestfriend & I, are fighting because
of this misunderstanding.
FIRST THING, I DID NOT CALL YOU WHORE!
& you getting so worked up because of this?
wtf!
& now, I Can't reply you nor could I sign in to MSN!
WHY?

Msg:
I wasted all my money on people like you& other friends.
Now, I have to PAY my own bill!

MSN:
IT IS BLOCKED!

You may think this is an excuse, but it is not!

NOW I HAVE MORE THAN ENOUGH PROBLEMS TO SOLVE!
THANKS TO YOU, ONE MORE PROBLEM HAVE POP UP!

LIKE IT OR NOT, I HAVE TO TRANSFER BY THIS YEAR!
WTF!
I HAVE TO TRANSFER TO ANOTHER SCHOOL WHICH IS LIKE THE END OF THIS COUNTRY!
GUESS WAT?
I MAY BE LIVING MY LIFE IN WOODLANDS.
THANKS TO 'THESE' PEOPLE!
THANKS ALOT!
I DON'T EVEN THINK I EVEN NEED SECOND THOUGHT!
PRACTICALLY, MY WORLD IS A MESS NOW!

FIRST, PROBLEM FROM MY PRIMARY FRIENDS.
SECONDLY, YOU TOLD ME THAT THE NORMAL ACADEMIC PEOPLE ARE LOOKING DOWN ON ME BECAUSE I NEVER HANG OUT WITH THEM!
& THAT HURTS SO MUCH, JUST TO HEAR IT.
THIRDLY, YOU GETTING SO WORKED UP BECAUSE OF THAT?!
YOU HAVE BEEN TELLING ME THINGS I DON'T WANT TO HEAR, BUT I JUST IGNORE.
& NOW, YOU SCOLDING ME BECAUSE OF THAT?
I THINK BY NOW, ALOT OF PEOPLE KNOW WHAT CAME BETWEEN US.
SERIOUSLY, TELL THE WHOLE WORLD IF YOU WANT TO.
IT HURTS MORE THAN ENOUGH PAIN.
THANKS A LOT!

you may not know what is my problem is,
as you have never cared.

if you hate me so much,
just give up on me.
I don't need a shoulder to cry on after telling these.
all I need was true friends.
TRUE FRIENDS!

2009-02-27T19:51:00.002+08:00

So days had passed by. Now till forever, I redeemed my trust from you. Thank you.

ANYHOO!
BOO-YAH!

SORRY TO Yan, Nadhrah & company, for not lepaks2 with you these days.
To NA students! erm, if you think that I look down on you, actually, I am not. It is just, I can't find the time. Im busy with NETBALL, STUDIES & stuff lately.
p/s, HANAFI! I'm NOT TRYING TO SOMBONG! haha!
TO Shafikah, Ummairah, Izzaty, I'M SORRY! thanks for accepting my apology Shafikah&Izzaty.
Ummairah, I don't mind if you don't want to forgive me.

Just wanna tell you, these problems were not easy for me either.
I'm just trying to breathe from a trapped glass cubicle.
Everything I did, did not turn up right.
Like I'm a destruction of mankind.
A hypnotic to sins & conflicts.
I just don't know what i was thinking that time.
a time, when, you were not there.
But, I've learnt how to control myself these few days.
& that thanks to my friends who were supporting me from the back.
I WILL NOT FORGET YOU REGARDLESS WHAT!

what's the big fuss?!

2009-02-06T18:03:00.002+08:00

Problems start tumbling down,
in seconds.
a blink of an eye, is a lot to be missed.
so much for a prize, I would say.
Nowhere in this world you could ever find any rule that says, love have to be said.
i just can't see any contradiction of anything.
what's there for you to be angry?
& what's there for me to apologise.
Maybe you're angry because I didn't tell you.
but searching for time, was what I did.
& I'm sorry if I hurt you so much.
But, as much as it hurts you,
it is exactly how much it hurts me.
I still need to think this over.
right now,
it is like my heart drowning in the bottom of the sea.
no life. no air. no problem.
I would rather not live than living in this world that is so problematic.
I'm not saying that you're problematic or what.
but,
i just have to keep it to myself.
But what is said,
is done.
people say that what problem there is,
is just a challenge.
but is there anyone out there,
willing to help me through this obstacles of life throughout my life?
there's things that have to remain untold.

P6, KENTALANS!

2009-02-06T17:44:00.002+08:00

haiyah...
Why this year,
my school P6 so that merepek?
NO OFFENCE!
But you have to,
you know,
GROW UP!
You DON'T NEED stupid GOSSIP BLOGS!
Seriously,
I myself didn't ENJOY P6,
BUT I had to!
I ENJOYED P5 THE BEST!
It was an experience we should keep!
If you heard it,
then, it is it!
you know it!
You don't NEED anyone else!
Seriously, to me, I'm OPEN-MINDED.
Everything about me,
is known by people.

THERE'S NO NEED TO BE SECRETIVE! IF YOU DON'T WANT THEM TO KNOW, THEN CHOOSE THE RIGHT FRIENDS TO SHARE THE FREAKING SECRET OF YOURS!

2009-02-06T14:27:00.001+08:00

SONNY WITH A CHANCE ROCKS MY TEETH!

2009-02-04T19:03:00.002+08:00

OI!

Brittania High rocks! Kickass, BODOH!

2009-01-30T20:34:00.002+08:00

SOMEHOW OR ANOTHER,

These days, I keep having second thoughts. Should I or Should I not. I don't know. Everything is messed up! First, I thought I made the right choice, but now, I seem to another side of my decision. There's seem to be enough for me in East Spring, but my happiness had never been there ALL the time. I feel like crying thinking back all WRONG doings I did. It was bad, but, it is me. I am that girl! Firstly, I had to apologize to my beloved friends in East Spring. Because of my stupid attitude I have in me, we had problem throughout our friendship. Like a girl gripped on branches of trees, feeling struggled. I have to admit, I LOVE YOU, but, I don't know what's with me. I'm having conflicts lately. I don't know if i should transfer or NOT! I need you to tell me. If it didn't even have ANY effect to YOU, means, I have failed to have what it takes to be your friend.

like I always do

INTENSIVE!

2009-01-24T19:13:00.002+08:00

musshy shush shash lah!
My daily netball training is like so extreme!
It is a MUST for us to run ten rounds my school corridor.
It is like twice the netball court!
Intensive man!
Then, on last monday I didn't turn up.
The junior girls said that they practiced jumping after that.
Then on Wednesday, I turn up!
So proud of myself!
After the running on that day, we had to carry a 3KG medicine ball, CHEST OUT!
Man, I think I'm building muscles.
Let me highlight something, My ass, my shoulder, my neck, and my chest are like hurting, aching!

Damn! I seriously got to go for a massage!
OUCH!