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Friday, 28 December 2007 @ 10:11 pm
FOUR words FOR you!HER name IS Shafirah!!! MY FOUR WORDS ADVICE NVR SAY IT WRONG!!! Labels: lovingly lily shut dot up
Wednesday, 26 December 2007 @ 11:42 pm
OK YESTERDAY,...my neighbor wanted to bring me to her aunt's shop to bugis... ok i asked my parents, my dad locked himself in his rm n my mom at work... told my mom to ask my dad... both say ok... unfortunately my mom has to call me bt she does not noe my new hp no!!!! wat a waste!!!! i was screaming my lungs out at her... i mean i really want to go to my neighbor's aunt shop cos opposite it has a shop where skinnies r sold... haiyoh!!! n u noe wat their skinnies r totally nice!!! TODAY,... ok today went to J DOT B... (short form!) Johore Bahru... Guess wat i bought... I bought tight jeans!!! size 26... omg that is sooo like last yr size!!! i noe i noe!!! i still cn fit... yes, at least that really proves me that im thin... it is like skinnies!!! bt i love it... ok 1 day im gonna buy a pair of skinnies where everyone is like, hey u, i want that i want wat she is wearin!!! n they will like melt n begging their parents to buy them 1, juz like mine... haha... im sure gonna laugh at hw they look like n how they express... like feeling desperate u noe... i mean do u ever 1 to b different fm others at some way??? i love it... sooooo soooory 4 those hu tried to tag me bt failed... sory vary vary much... im gonna love u guys in all u've got... muackzzzz.... shafirah's hidden kiss... Labels: lovingly lily Thursday, 20 December 2007 @ 4:59 pm
ok today felt miss out.. i was browsing my incle's laptop.. lookin his pics.. saw many pics of my my cuz fm america, virginia.. make me feel very left out n sad.. miss her sooo much... it has been quite a few b4 her return bck to her current hometown... she stayed at s'pore when she was young... she migrated to virginia with her siblings n her mother... i felt so sad.. u know how it feel when ure cuz is like nowhere to be found in the home u r stayin in... n u keep wondering wat she is doin, is she doin fine, is she fully protected n everything in curious.. i mean it so called a far lost cousin.. u cnt imagine how sad i was when i bid farewell at the airport... day after day waitin 4 her to cme bck to s'pore, will take a thousand days to cmre bck her real hme... well it not so bad afterall after i hugged her tightly... we shopped together always... afterall i treat her as my bestfriend... i wonder who will visit me when i die n will they shred their tears 4 me on that day... i really want to know... i want to know if my love ones will come on that day... n the love ones is more than 100 n it is like special thing u can get when u die where n when ure love one is really there by your side protecting u bt it has cme to an end... i will cry nshred into tears looking at them pushing back my black hair... muslims spread flowers over my bury... i wnt to know everything during the end of the day... if there is war or anything goin on... u know how it feel feelin left out n u are sitting to a small corner ALONE... n no one cared bout u... not a single person is there 4 u... i wonder if that happen to me when it is a sad day 4 me... imagine when u die no one is there beside u n u r all ALONE... no one cared bout u... u being hate n u hve a bunch of enemy bck n u cnt survive it cos of the hatred is there... n the rival that we hve is not your fault, a small mistake, a cry u cnt stand n u r cryin blood n u lost a lot of blood... ure body is bloody n no one dares to hold u... that is sad... n that mistake is small n u cn settle it without any fight... imagine someone n this world is perfect... no enemies nor rival... a role model to ALL the ppl u cn find on earth... count hw many ppl will turn up ure very last day on earth....................................................................................... Labels: lovingly lily Sarawak Sarawak Sarawakiii Boring Boring Boringiii
Wednesday, 19 December 2007 @ 8:34 pm
ok long time no blog haha... Chi!! wat phrase!!! haha... lol... k moi nvr online 4 like wat shit 5 days 6nights... miss out a lot of bunch of things n stuff... moi went to sarawak n meet up my relative at sarawak, bintulu(BTU... overall the place cn make u thin n cn make u fat...haha... k lets just say, their park is very huge... it takes a big round to complete an evolution... my uncle n aunts felt exhausted... haiyoh... cmon lah lose some weight lah during the holidays... k let me c, fm 43 i lost 2 kgs to 41... bt haiyah, the food over there very nice n hw cn i miss out them all??? so i gain bck 3 more kgs... bt still i lost them all til im 39kg... alahai, i will still gain weight lah... k i weill show the itinaries that i did at Sarawak.... n i will tell u the fun stuff happened.... yeah... bt solly the passage gonna be valy valy longy... haha...itinary on first night:::: 12.oo got into a van 12.3o go around n start fetchin my aunts n uncles 3.oo wave farewell to my com, my neighbours , my hse , my s'pore sim card n bid farewell to mairah by msg... haha... yea... 4.3o got on s'pore checkpoint n cleared everything... 5.oo got on johor checkpoint n cleared everything... (again) 6.oo got at senai airport n check my stuff 7.oo got on the plane n fly off to sarawak, miri funny happen:::: k arh u noe rite when on flight cnt use hp so we turned of our electronic gadgets... then turn on when we alight...took some pics at the airport but 1 stoopid fella aftr we finish taking pics then he warn us nt to take pics... stoooo-pid rite... haha...lol... punyer lah selengeh... stupid lah... juz right tym when we get out of everything, my relative had juz arrive so neither of us had had to wait... it is a free country man... 9.3o reach the airport 10.oo had some supper bt big supper... had nasi pattaya... yum yum... my fav... 11.oo had on parkcity hotel booked 3 rms n there about 14 or 15 ppl... bt nvm i feel safe... 12.00 yawn!!! had a warm bath... 1.3o yawnnnn!!!!!!!!! had sleep a good sleep... uncle watch soccer until duno lah wat tym... baby cuz sleep beside me wit her mom... yea... thats the end 4 the first night.... ITINARY 4 2ND DAY:::: 8.oo wakie wakie... afresh wakening 8.3o had a nice warm bath... hah!! damn nice 9.oo watch twitches half way... nicey!!! 10.oo went to mom's rm to hve some light breakfast(boringiii) 11.oo went bck to moi rm to sort things out 12.oo check out of hotel 2.oo arrive at the entrance of gua niah bt nvr go to the gua(cave) had light lunch... 4.oo drive to bintulu(BTU) 5.oo went to cik ida's / cik wang's hse my (aunt n uncle) 7.00 had a bath... 8.oo dinner oh oh i duno wat i did on that night... wat forgetter i am... haha... lat's juz proceed... itinary 3rd day:::: woke up at 7.25 yawn!!! wakie wakie 8.oo had a shower... hah!!! wat a fresh tym.... ermmm.... so nicey!!!! 9.oo went to breakfast... drank tea.... stupid person gave me teh cino... eh deh, mama u noe wat is tea or nt???? 10.55 went bck to my aunt's place 11.00 felt valy bored... so decided to on air-con n watch mtv on astro... 12.oo felt so boring 1.oo slept until 5 5.oo on mtv n watch b.e.t. awards... half way trough oni then finish... 7.oo had a barbecue outside... bt did'nt eat much... hve to tc of my health 9.oo play wit my baby cuz 11.oo lights out... ok overall i think today is sooo like damn boring so boring like 1 shit u noe.... imagine it is like u gt no freedom... itinary 4th day 7.20 wakie wakie ppl.... woke up 7.30 went down to c wat is ppl doin... haiyoh all talkin n chit-chat ing downstairs... 8.oo planning wat to do 2dae 8.10 had bath... sooo cold.... 9.oo went out to hve breakfast wit aunt 4 awhile... 10.00 went to gua niah... now go 4 he jungle trekking and went to the upper of the gua(cave) 11.40 reach the entrance 12.00 start the journey 4.00 finish the jungle trekking n what soever 4.20 leavin miri 6.oo reached to bintulu(BTU) 7.00 had a warm n nicey shower u noe... 8.oo got ready to go to my aunt's ex-neighbour hse to hve dinner 10.oo went bck n chnged to my pj to gt ready to slp yea love this night the food is bladdey damn nice... wat scrumptious meal... yum yum... itinary 5th day::: 6.45 woke up n had shower... nw i put cold temperature n it was extremely cold... freezing... brrrr.... 7.00 chnge n wat soever 7.20 went down to hve wats on 4 breakfast... found out nthg is nice... no appetite... 8.oo went breakfast wit grandfather n my 2 aunts had some tea b4 goin bck hme.... 9.oo went n took off to miri... 10.oo like that - went to boulevard shopping centre... so boringiiii 3.30 went out of the shopping centre 5.oo reach the bintulu(BTU) airport 7.oo had dinner... so nice meal... 7.20 checked in n waited at the departure man i saw a cute hot guy wearin a t-shirt with a brown coat using a short shorts with a white n a green patterned snickers... his face is different fm any guy i had crush on... hw gd is that... he is sooo good looking bt i juz look at his face oni... no chit-chat.... haha... lol.... 11.oo reach senai airport 1.25 reach hme sweet hme.... yay!!!! at last man u noe hw i miss hme they r sooo precious as they precious things in side.... i lurve it soo much... im lovin' it... Labels: lovingly lily @ 6:11 pm
Labels: lovingly lily Wednesday, 12 December 2007 @ 12:05 pm
Labels: lovingly lily schedule loveys
@ 11:15 am
k today i expect hve to be the best day of all rainy holidays or shld i say dec holidays... haha lol...k 2 moro im goin to sarawak 13/12/07 - 18/12/07... boringiiiiiiiiiiiii(read it upside down) hate it man.. got this idea fm mairah...iiiiiiiiiiiiii=!!!!!!!!!!!!... haha... lol... k im 2dae late schedule:::::: 1* 8.ooam purposely woke up fikah n mairah...haha... cnt imagine thier shock n their voice... so funny... haha... lol... 2* 8.30am fake sleep cos dnt wnt to send mah to work... (boringiiii) 3* 9.oopm play computer n chat wit mairah... talk much... talkative(boringiiii) 4* 10.oo watch cinta fitri on sctv... force mairah to watch 5* 10.30 asked s:mairah wat she is doin??? m: watchin nickelodeon... haiyoh cnt watch indonesia show izzit??? cnt stand any longer??? later schedule will hve to b fun::::: 1* 12.oo stop watchin cinta fitri 2* 12.01 bck to com playing 3* 12.02 hear songs 4* 1.oo finish watchin smosh on www.smosh.com 5* 2.oo pack stuff but mayb i extend the time 6* 2.30 play outside 7* mayb play com at friend's hse if rain 8* 1st choice- www.blogthings.com 2nd choice- www.juzonegirl.com 3rd choice- www.smosh.com 4th choice - friendster.com 5th choice - www.freevidbox.com which website shld i go... tag me kaes 4 me to choose.. hurryiiiii Labels: lovingly lily boring!!!!!! i duno wat i am typing...
Tuesday, 11 December 2007 @ 11:22 pm
yikes... im bored... so i wnt to give a post... i chnged my fonts... ok juz nw i chat wit fikah n zach... ok it was a long chat bt fikah was better... mairah nvr online n i did nt had the chance to chat wit her... i mean they r my bestie 4 this holidays... the weird thing is bangla chat wit me... i dnt really chat wit her dat much... vry lazy... might as well i avoid her n ditch her right bt u saw the tips i did... n i lurve it... it really works... yea...so downloaded songs 2 dae n put it in my hp... bt the bad part is, i think i hve to chnge my memory card cos my memory card spoilt... the songs i put in my hp. i cld nt find in hp folder... wth... the hp is ok... bt only the memory card... haiyah... waste my money oni... btw my bank book lost n my dad suppose to put in 5oo bucks in my bank account... bck to my hp case... mayb im goin to get a new watch cos my dad is gonna hve salary bonus... yea.... i miss every1 in sch... i mean i wld die 4 nt goin to sch... i always wake up in the morn n start waking up all my peeps up... bt they aren't mad... lucky me... haha... lol... love to disturb them... we r like sistas... yea... nw im typing vry fast n watchin some indonesia story... i love them so much but that does'nt mean i like ehem ehem... im soooo tired to wait 4 him... he suck to the core... i wld stay we r still small to b in love... i mean we r only 11... hw long does a relationship stands??? only a mnth ??? thats bad... k let's juz say u r only 12 n u already thinkin of marriage... that's bad... c'mon we r young so act like 1... now i end my typing n im signin of... wadever tag me kaes... lurve ya all... muakzzz... Labels: lovingly lily U SUCK TO THE CORE
@ 11:10 pm
i got 6 words 4 uU SUCK TO THE CORE ADD 2 more letters GET IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Labels: lovingly lily 2dae schedule
@ 6:50 pm
to haiyoh... got a stupid cold/flu... damn bad... i covered with thick clothes... have not recover yet still im goin to sarawak 2moro.... haiyah vry lazy to go lah... wat cn i do there... it is sooo boring, but i admit i hve to go shopping... im rotting at hme actually...im so bored at hme... no happy ebding... k i really i hve to admit... every1 i hve to make a confession... i not yet do all of my homework... n it juz a bunch of crap... i love doin work last minute... im nt pretending... seriously... my schedule 4 today... i guess it's too late bt i will still tell u wat i did juz now... 1* 8.ooam woke up on computer 2* 9.ooam chat wit ummairah 3* 10.ooam watch cinta fitri on sctv 4* 11.ooam had a flu... 5* 12.oopm then i realise i did not eat n had diarrhoea(wth) i dnt noe hw to spell 6* 1.oopm played computer again n again until 3.oo 7* 3.oopm had a nap 8* 6.30pm woke up n on computer again n chat with syafikah... 9*my flu is still being the disease now... blog ltr... da-da blog... Labels: lovingly lily Stupid Passerby
Monday, 10 December 2007 @ 3:46 pm
yo got this person called passerby... she tagged on my blog... i think i shld call her kepo... i wld say myob person(kepo) the person who reading this(passerby)... no offence but i dnt really want u 2 c my blog cos to u it is 2 offensive... wat does it offense u... my question to u kepo... wat does my blog relates to u... btw i hve all the rights to delete the tags u put on my tagboard... i did'nt even state on my blog dat it is compulsory to tag me... did i... if u dare tell hu u really r... n u name sucks to the core... btw do my face looks like i care if u put many stupid statements on my tagboard... huh, huh, huh,... dumb ppl... hah tui lah... juz walk away fm my blog... get it...Labels: lovingly lily sial friends
Sunday, 9 December 2007 @ 4:31 pm
oh ya 2 dae im goin to post something about my own 'bestfriend' 4 like goin to 6 yrs... i dnt think she is goin to b my bestfriend anymore... she is such a FUCKING IDIOT BLACKY BITCH...well if she is young we call her a bitch but i think if she grow up, i think we will call her a hoe... a slut mayb... if she work as a prostitute, i will clap my very own pair of hands man... i call her current bf a FUCKING IDIOT BUDAK SIAL... laki tak sedar diri... pergi mampus lu... lelaki dari mana, pandai2 ajer hack account msn org... sial... h*****h u damn got very bad taste... pls eh dnt c the person from the outside bt the the person fm the inside... u have dat budak sial of ures, i call u very pathetic... do u think i feel very lost without a fren like u??? no way man... i dnt care hu u are bt u definitely u gt nthg to do wit my one and only life... u juz a little percentage of my heart n dat does not convince me sial... pergi mampus arh sial, babi... do my face look like i care very much about u... i mean there is tons of friends out there who has a better heart like u... how i feel right now, is the burden u will get if u got no friends... on that very own time, u will feel very empty n u think u can make it and enjoy ure life everyime... i dare to curse u right now but i felt that u are so like damn pathetic n 'innocent'... that innocent is not even u... u such a psycho freak... u such a 'buaya'.... yap im not goin to give u a pair of listen ears... im sick n tired of u fucker... u n bf r such a sial couple arh... sooooooo pathetic... to all the peeps out there hve u any sial friends???? this is wat u hve to do...* dnt dump them right in front of their face * go n teach them a lesson n let them noe hu u really is * act to b a true friend of hers/his * collect secret(s) n spread to every1 u noe... let them learn the hard way * write on ure blog so ppl will understand... bt make sure the sial nvr read * put vulgarities on ure post * n there ure done... let the sialans feel the burden... after u done everything clap ure very own pair of hands... Labels: lovingly lily today sux to the core
Saturday, 8 December 2007 @ 7:10 pm
haiyah.... so bored at the damn house!!!!! ok first thiing is:*parents dnt allow me to watch movie- the golden compass- at vivocity with a fren *my neighbour(s) is so damn out... reason - dnt even care to find out *eat, eat , eat , only... if fat... how???? wth... wat the hell... *18hrs, layin flat on the ground playin my laptop n it is stooopid... arh!!!! *being so like the light of the cameras who had their msn on n saw my display name... *fake sleepin cos of not interested to go out wit mom, to go 4 viewin(house agent) *mom such bz person that i hate her so the dan much... u guys out there i think u noe wat i mean... i hate holidays to the core man... the suck like shit u noe... nthg interesting compared to sch... ok larh i admit, my parents already book air tickets to miri, bintulu, at sarawak, n i hate it n i dnt feel like going... still i gtg cos of my parents lah... wat a disappointment... if my parents r my friend, u probably noe wat i will say..." eh u gila arh... pergi blah lah... lu ingat kaki aku ni aper arh... lu ingat aku aper arh, robot ke aper arh..." haha... stooopid man... december bill aku gila sak... i hve a $200 plus bill... dollar bill yo... Labels: lovingly lily HOLIDAYS STUP--IIID
Thursday, 6 December 2007 @ 7:18 pm
uhmmm... this holidays suck like shit... but good thing is i hve 4 books beside me... malgudi days by r.k. narayan- sing to the dawn by mingfong ho- animal farm by george orwell- matilda by roald dahl... i mean all the books is base on literature.... i agree that it can improve my english, so much different but i dont think that is enough on wat my parents pay for...but hu cares, my parents juz pay blindly, they don't even care if the price for it is expensive or not...but they sure do have their own budget... hehe... lol...Labels: lovingly lily blaa blaa blaa n( gt no idea of wat to write 4 my topc)
Sunday, 2 December 2007 @ 10:34 pm
2dae, i played outdoor wit my neighbours... bt actually we did'nt play outdoor neither we played... we(as in we, neighbours) helped 1 of my neighbour to shift some furnitures here n there... it was a hard work as all her furnitures was like fucking heavy... i was sweating then... bt nt that profusely... bt i cn call it as a exercise 4 me... hehe.. lol... i mean ppl lack in exercise eversince the closing of schs... i hate having holidays... it sux like shit man... i drives me crazy if i nvr go sch.. i noe by nw SOME of u will call me CRAZY.. as im juz a sch psycho freak.. i mean i hate it... i juz 1 go sch no matter wat happen... no matter hw i gt scolding fm some crazy teachers who extremely drives me crazy everyday, giving me pressure like wat... i mean i juz wish teachers understands a children's right of doing things... i mean dnt u ever want to b free from doing things dat u wan??? i mean live is crazy... if i say i hate it, it cnt b i really n 100% hate life... mayb i hate 55%of life as i think life is unfair... i mostly hate teachers who has a teacher's pet... i mean havin a teacher's pet makes others look down or feel down... dat is y i hate teachers so much... i can die if i being ruled tooo much... there r too crazy n they think they have a correct rights of being a teacher... i hate it... because of this, i was writing about my experience playin wit my neighbour to a different topic dat is bout sch... stoopid lah me... always go out of topic... DUMB me... haha... lol... c life is always like dat n i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Labels: lovingly lily yesterday
@ 7:22 am
oh yea yesterday, i went swimming with mairah n fiqah.. i had a blast there bt i wan more!! sry cnt tell u where it located, sry it is secret (actually, i dnt noe wheres the place, haha..) bt i hate holidays sooo much... u noe hw i cnt live without friends, i mean sch friends, they r sooo much better than friends at hme... i mean they(sch friends) noes u better hu u really r... do i hve to explain everything??? i juz love sch...Labels: lovingly lily
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