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Saturday, 28 February 2009 @ 7:28 pm

WTF?

This may come handy for this post!
Seriously, now, my bestfriend & I, are fighting because
of this misunderstanding.
FIRST THING, I DID NOT CALL YOU WHORE!
& you getting so worked up because of this?
wtf!
& now, I Can't reply you nor could I sign in to MSN!
WHY?

Msg:
I wasted all my money on people like you& other friends.
Now, I have to PAY my own bill!

MSN:
IT IS BLOCKED!

You may think this is an excuse, but it is not!


NOW I HAVE MORE THAN ENOUGH PROBLEMS TO SOLVE!
THANKS TO YOU, ONE MORE PROBLEM HAVE POP UP!

LIKE IT OR NOT, I HAVE TO TRANSFER BY THIS YEAR!
WTF!
I HAVE TO TRANSFER TO ANOTHER SCHOOL WHICH IS LIKE THE END OF THIS COUNTRY!
GUESS WAT?
I MAY BE LIVING MY LIFE IN WOODLANDS.
THANKS TO 'THESE' PEOPLE!
THANKS ALOT!
I DON'T EVEN THINK I EVEN NEED SECOND THOUGHT!
PRACTICALLY, MY WORLD IS A MESS NOW!

FIRST, PROBLEM FROM MY PRIMARY FRIENDS.
SECONDLY, YOU TOLD ME THAT THE NORMAL ACADEMIC PEOPLE ARE LOOKING DOWN ON ME BECAUSE I NEVER HANG OUT WITH THEM!
& THAT HURTS SO MUCH, JUST TO HEAR IT.
THIRDLY, YOU GETTING SO WORKED UP BECAUSE OF THAT?!
YOU HAVE BEEN TELLING ME THINGS I DON'T WANT TO HEAR, BUT I JUST IGNORE.
& NOW, YOU SCOLDING ME BECAUSE OF THAT?
I THINK BY NOW, ALOT OF PEOPLE KNOW WHAT CAME BETWEEN US.
SERIOUSLY, TELL THE WHOLE WORLD IF YOU WANT TO.
IT HURTS MORE THAN ENOUGH PAIN.
THANKS A LOT!

you may not know what is my problem is,
as you have never cared.
if you hate me so much,
just give up on me.
I don't need a shoulder to cry on after telling these.
all I need was true friends.
TRUE FRIENDS!

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Friday, 27 February 2009 @ 7:51 pm

So days had passed by. Now till forever, I redeemed my trust from you. Thank you.

ANYHOO!
BOO-YAH!

SORRY TO Yan, Nadhrah & company, for not lepaks2 with you these days.
To NA students! erm, if you think that I look down on you, actually, I am not. It is just, I can't find the time. Im busy with NETBALL, STUDIES & stuff lately.
p/s, HANAFI! I'm NOT TRYING TO SOMBONG! haha!
TO Shafikah, Ummairah, Izzaty, I'M SORRY! thanks for accepting my apology Shafikah&Izzaty.
Ummairah, I don't mind if you don't want to forgive me.

Just wanna tell you, these problems were not easy for me either.
I'm just trying to breathe from a trapped glass cubicle.
Everything I did, did not turn up right.
Like I'm a destruction of mankind.
A hypnotic to sins & conflicts.
I just don't know what i was thinking that time.
a time, when, you were not there.
But, I've learnt how to control myself these few days.
& that thanks to my friends who were supporting me from the back.
I WILL NOT FORGET YOU REGARDLESS WHAT!

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what's the big fuss?!
Friday, 6 February 2009 @ 6:03 pm

Problems start tumbling down,
in seconds.
a blink of an eye, is a lot to be missed.
so much for a prize, I would say.
Nowhere in this world you could ever find any rule that says, love have to be said.
i just can't see any contradiction of anything.
what's there for you to be angry?
& what's there for me to apologise.
Maybe you're angry because I didn't tell you.
but searching for time, was what I did.
& I'm sorry if I hurt you so much.
But, as much as it hurts you,
it is exactly how much it hurts me.
I still need to think this over.
right now,
it is like my heart drowning in the bottom of the sea.
no life. no air. no problem.
I would rather not live than living in this world that is so problematic.
I'm not saying that you're problematic or what.
but,
i just have to keep it to myself.
But what is said,
is done.
people say that what problem there is,
is just a challenge.
but is there anyone out there,
willing to help me through this obstacles of life throughout my life?
there's things that have to remain untold.

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P6, KENTALANS!
@ 5:44 pm

haiyah...
Why this year,
my school P6 so that merepek?
NO OFFENCE!
But you have to,
you know,
GROW UP!
You DON'T NEED stupid GOSSIP BLOGS!
Seriously,
I myself didn't ENJOY P6,
BUT I had to!
I ENJOYED P5 THE BEST!
It was an experience we should keep!
If you heard it,
then, it is it!
you know it!
You don't NEED anyone else!
Seriously, to me, I'm OPEN-MINDED.
Everything about me,
is known by people.

THERE'S NO NEED TO BE SECRETIVE! IF YOU DON'T WANT THEM TO KNOW, THEN CHOOSE THE RIGHT FRIENDS TO SHARE THE FREAKING SECRET OF YOURS!

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@ 2:27 pm

SONNY WITH A CHANCE ROCKS MY TEETH!

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Wednesday, 4 February 2009 @ 7:03 pm

OI!


Brittania High rocks! Kickass, BODOH!

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