Love you, Love you not.
Tuesday, 30 March 2010 @ 7:12 pm
Says who, Love was happiness ?
I could not differentiate between, like, love, crush, admire, etc. when it comes to you.
I know it is a waste of time, but I would like to experience it, before it's too late.
The invincible sugar of life .
And, Cheer Up Asyiqin-nek, Achicken !
SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
Sunday, 28 March 2010 @ 8:23 am
how i wish i was as happy as her,
being happy without being told.
Weekend, no, this week, was awesome.
those who know, yeahhhh,
those who don't, then, to bad uhs.
talktalktalk, likelikelike, studystudystudy, otpotpotp
that's about it.^^
Oh, yesterday, whole day texted Nadhrah .
never knew texting her would give me so much happiness.
hahaha, she's good at advicing, i swear !
HEHEHEHE.
thanks for all the hospitality you gave me, it was nice. my heart wavers easily, maybe thats true. i can''t be the one doing all the waiting. it is stupid. it is clear, we treat each other as friends ONLY,
ANW, SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
Tuesday, 23 March 2010 @ 8:29 pm
Never thought I would be nervous for my future.
I am so so so so nervous for Thursday . I am so deadly nervous that I had a confusion between stress and nerve wreck. I sigh a lot, that is true.
LETS TALK ABOUT CHOIR;
IT WAS AWESOME LIKE NO ENDS ~!
THATS BASICALLY IT.
I CAN'T AND DON'T KNOW WHAT I CAN TALK ABOUT.
THERE'S READERS WITH A LOT OF CURIOUSITY.
OH, (BLANK ! )
doubleyou-tea-eff
Saturday, 20 March 2010 @ 10:35 pm
DO YOU LIKE MY BLOG SONG ?!
Look, if I was rather harsh at you, sarcastic, annoyed you, I'm sorry . It is just that, this is how i express myself to people. It is not, I'm being rude or what, but, that is me. If you can't accept my behaviour, means you can't accept me. It is ridiculous when you say, can you change to what you use to be. This is really me. If I change, it is just my flaws. So stop kidding me.
Oh, don't shut me up, cos' the next thing you see me, i would be, shutting myself up for good. and the next you knew, you think I'm emo-ing. doubleyou-tea-eff ! Hahhhh, currents of the waves has not been good, but, the wind will soon fight against it and it would be gentle right ?
I know I sound self-centered. But that's Shafirah. Not asking you to accept me, just asking you to understand me. -.-
bored
Thursday, 18 March 2010 @ 8:57 pm
Question: Why you're there, and not here ?
Easy.
Answer: Because I'm not her.
Have yet to done homework.
Lazy is not an answer, it is an adjective that you use to describe yourself. You are not just lazy, but more than just lazy. Hence, lazy is not the answer. It is lazy, smart and stupid.
Life is just like a mystery. Right or Wrong.
Life is was not interesting. but, was fun. Yesterday, went out with hot people, yes people hotter than you of course, to airporks. It was fun, endding up not going to bugis. -.-
I got nothing to talk about. GEEZ
Sad Saturday .
Monday, 15 March 2010 @ 12:16 am
"You look/sound upset."
Have you even considered that maybe I am ?
I do not know why, when, where or how in the world i fell for you . But one thing i certainly know and confident about is, WHO i fell for . Hahhhh, trampled on, CHECK. It is crazy how you actually appear in my head most of the time . I don't just think of you for a minute or two, but maybe more ? Anyway, I'm not venting out my anger.sadness/ blah blah blah, but yeah, just stating out my frustrations. I'm trying to straighten out my situation .
SMS BUDDY,
OUTING BUDDY,
ETC.
MIA,
Now i see why, my schedule is like, woah,
"Molycanoly, Why is there lonely slots ?!"
Went Ahmad.A's chalet last Saturday . nothing much of an exciting event happened. Slacked at Mairah.J house after that . It was a little bit happening . I want to buy skateboard, but, I always have second thoughts . It is just that I don't know which kind of skateboard I ant to buy . And that, really sucks .
I want the world to evolve around me, Is that your problem ?
PYRAMID
Monday, 8 March 2010 @ 7:07 pm
LET'S PRAY HARD I WILL NOT GET PREPAID AND RENEW MY PLAN WITH STARHUB !
EVERYONE PRAY JUST FOR ME !
HAVE FUN PRAYING ! ^^
I did fair for my CA lor, I totally own Art ! 97.5 ! OWNAGE LIKE NO MOTHER !
Things will change if you never give your fullest attention .
WORST case scenario:
If you never really cared for your parents,
when they sleep forever,
You will regret .
BEST case scenario :
If you having sore throat,
Best solution,
let it be, don't give your fullest attention,
Or you will suffer even before it heals
:D
STATED MY POINT !
STAY TUNE AND JUST WASTE LIKE 5 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME TO LISTEN TO THIS AWESOME SONG!
OOOH YEAHHH !
Sunday, 7 March 2010 @ 9:02 pm
OHMYCELSKI !
Is tomorrow Monday, already ? SO FAST, I am so in the holiday mood . My whole body is just filled with thoughts of one week march holiday . Ready to let it out, go wild ! You know the feeling of energized and just ready to shoot ? I feel that . Just like a crazy person, I'm having a visions of me running around screaming like a hardcore woman around the carpark .
These weeks was rather sacrificial, and I should make the weeks to come just the same . Instead of going out with friends which is ain't beneficial, i should stay home and hit the books . OH YEAH, I should . Someone please inspire me, motivate me, teach me, like seriously I am at SOS state .
2012 sounds rather happening,World dying, O'levels, HAHA
SEE MY SCHEDULE !
- January - Study like no mother chiong ar !
- February - Spend quality time with friends
- March - Spend quality time with Family
- April - May - Probably Mock O'levels, if theres such things.
- JUNE - PARTEYH PARTEYH PARTEYH !
- July - Sian, Nosebleeds, Stress !
- August - October - Start of and End of O'level
- November - December 30th - Waits patiently for results to come,
- 31st December - End of SUSPENSE ! The world dies, My parents won't nag, won't sad, etc. Call all my friends say how AWESOME they have been the night before . ^^ BILL go up, also won't suffer . Singtel, Starhub, M1, etc. will also go down with me ! yeah babe .
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LOVEYOUMOM !
Saturday, 6 March 2010 @ 12:22 am
If I was allowed to be reborn to a non-living thing,
I would choose the clouds .
WHY ?
Because it has the ability to hide things despite the strength of the moon or the Sun .
Anyway, School was average . Nothing much interesting nor spicy happened . -.- After Schoool, went to the airport with Karen, Soph and Kon. We pretty much slacked there for the first few hours, and studied on the last 2 hours . Texted people when reach home . :D After that, when out with family for dinner . I ate a few spoonfuls, and gave up on the food manxz . Do not have mood lorh .
HAPPPY BIIIIRTHDAY MOM ! 50-years-old yet, look younger .
:D
You raised up three great children . I'm the greatest of all lah . HAHA, KIDDING !
All the same, moderate, average .
I'm grateful/thankful/happy/elated/proud to be your daughter .
It wasn't easy to raise us up, but, you went against your odds, and raised us up with your best effort . You're a hero, I see everyday, but no one seems to see that in their sprouse .
SPREAD THE LOVE EVERYONE,
YOUR MOTHER IS THE BEST AND CLOSEST YOU CAN GET AFTER GOD .
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Inspired by J.R Celski,
Thursday, 4 March 2010 @ 6:00 pm
the life of a speed skater is hard but the reward immeasurable
"If you want something bad enough, you'll find a way. And if you don't, then you'll find an excuse."
J.R. Celski
Holycow ! MOTHER, I THINK I FELL IN LOVE WITH A SPEED SKATER !
He is not bad okay ? He is WOW ! HAHA, he is motherfather cute lah ! WHO SERIOUSLY DOES NOT AGREE ON THAT ? GAHHHHH ! :D
After Ryan Sheckler and Fernando Torres, He is mine ! Ryan Sheckler and Fernando Torres are hot people, but got TOO MUCH fans. So don't want . Take this post as advertising J.R. Celski . I'll be loyal to you as long as it takes . :D GAHHHHH! LOL,
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Time heals things fastest as long as you live up to it . willing to cooperate ?
@ 5:35 pm
DID NOT I ALREADY TELL YOU THAT FRIENDSHIP PROBLEMS CAN ONLY SOLVE THROUGH TIME .
It requires thinking, It requires caring. It requires regret. It requires the desperation to talk to them, and a hole in the heart (miss you kind of feeling) , for us to solve our odds . Whatever Formula/solutions/etc.you now know does not work. When you feel empty, you start to realize how much you care for them . This is what I call, The power of friends. The power to make you pissed over small things, and, heals automatically through nature . I mean, we are grown ups now. Solving friendship problems other than this is a NO GO. We have to leave and only hope to our fullest, to our ability and willpower . :D
Today went to changi chapel museum . It was moderately fun . I don't really see the fun in it though . But thats totally irrelevant . It was interesting to learn deeper about Singapore . I can see that Singapore had an emo childhood . But a bright future . -.- That was totally random . But yeah, that's kind of true depending on whose perspective you looking at .
& I'm sorry I did not live up to Asyiqin's promise . I, supposingly update yesterday just for her, but did not . was too tired to do anything . heheh, ^^
EPIC
Tuesday, 2 March 2010 @ 5:53 pm
Anyway, Thanks to the PASSERBY who really takes his/hers initiative to actually tag me, THANKS !
The tag was short yet powerful. :D
HAHA, I don't know why I'm making such a big deal. Maybe because, he/she actually tags before leaving ? Or maybe he/she compliments me ? IDK
Anyway, the day was utterly quiet . TRUST ME, i was very mudane the whole day . Then, the afternoon was, acceptable ? Hmmm, idontknow.
I seriously think I am a coward. I don't dare face my problems, i don't dare to say the truth sometimes, i don't dare to stand up for my friends or even myself . I don't know if I have what it takes to be a righteous student . Sometimes, I find myself not being able to think broad enough finding for solutions that 'so called' hiding away from you. Anyway, I have nothing to talk about . HMMM
People who I don't really approve, is now officially approved . They aren't wrong, do you know that ? If only you put yourself in their shoes, you'll see how fun your day gets. But it is sad how people actually sees them as very sad thing . I regretted not looking at things at their perspective, but instead, i believed and influenced by mine, and your perspective . To be honest, they are just as fun . Maybe, it is too late to be with them, cos' i fell back in their time. Felt Too much of an outdated person . Maybe, i should start now, and put effort on suiting and learning the way they live their lives . :D
Oh yah, when i read my older post, my reaction was so EPIC . "what was I seriously thinking back then" I thought. Like ohmigawd lah, so childish, criticizing everything, and telling what exactly i did on that day in point form some more ? Never knew my words were so "ROJAK', So not matured. tsk3, anyway, my advice to you is;
ENJOY LIFE WHILE YOU'RE STILL YOUNG,
OR YOU WON'T GET TO TASTE THE MAGIC OF YOUTH .
:D
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