"Music is moonlight in the gloomy night of life."

-Jean Paul

hah, weekend have been gloomy. Yes, i don't take initiative, that's right. But i have one boy, just one boy, who made my day at times, JUN WEI ! yeahhh ! And, no, i'm not falling for him. He is guy friend who i turn to when i feeling pathetic/useless/reckless/stupid/etc. He is really good friend. trust me. his english is becoming 'cheemmer' by the day . I swear ! anyway, life has been a little bit lenient. I LIKE ! but D&T is like sticking on me like glue. or should i say US ? i mean seriously, who looks forward to D&T ? gahhhhh  ! Asyiqin and I have been tagging each other on our fb statuses, LOL, about retarded pics. nyehehhehehe. IM BORED ! ILOVEASYIQIN-NEK, KON-nek AND OTHERS ! :D

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

i feel stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid, i feel pisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssed !

i totally diss

something/someone

(like a lot !)

HAHHHHHHHHH !

i gotta admit, ASYIQIN, this may be unexpected but you made my day.

I read your blog, nyehehehehe, never taggg, (guilt face_0)

and the retarded pic you took of me, and the wonderful pic you took of

something/someone

really made me smile.

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

fuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfuggfugg !

(i totally typed it, and not copy and paste it like you cheaters.)

GOD,

it fucking hurts me lahhhhhhhh ....

FREAK, SHIT, MOTHEREFF, THIS FEELING IS A TOTAL BULLSHITTING STUFF.

hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I wanted to let go of you and cut ties forever, but it seems i can't.

you treat me as a very good friend, but yet, i see you more than just good friends.

I never knew that being too close or being too far apart would hurt me A LOT .

so yeah. whatver.

sometimes, i just feel that this fucked feeling is too much for me to handle.

AND now, problem whith friends,

The truth is, i don't really have a problem.

It is true i agree to what some of you say, but, both parties doesn't seem to click,

There's nothing much i could do.

Im in the middle. but yeah, i noe, i use to say real mean words about th othr party, vice versa,

but, those words are words of remorse.

But yeahhhhh.

till now, i don't know what to do. i don't know whose side i want to be with.

i have too many problems and i totally not looking forward to one.

&&&&&& I SO NOT TALKING TO SOMEONE ! GODDDDDDDDD. IT HURTS, yes it does, BUT IT IS FOR THE BEST. - not referring to any 2e4 girls out there, so dont have any hard feelings. ILOVEYOU.

EVERYONE must be effing pissed these days .

Homework hasn't been totally reasonable lah.

everyone say "F all the way" with me !

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

class has been boring.

they should really inspire us a little bit more.

haishhhhhhh.

till now, teachers not yet caught my dyed hair,

only caught its unkempt-ness so far, which refers the fringe.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, im bored.

im pissed somehow, im tired somehow, im bored somehow, i wanna go school somehow,

(fill in the blank) somehow.

A LOT OF PROJECTS LIAO!

Wahhh, i would love to scream at people, if they open their mouth about how good school has been.

SCHOOL HAS BEEN A TIRING BITCH.

AND THANKS TO DNT FOR ADDING MORE watthefork SPICES TO IT.

SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE MY DAY, 

I'm a sucker for love.

Came back from sec 1 camp this morning,

it was super tiring. super fun. super hyper. \

I cab-ed home and knockout as soon as i reach the sofa.

yes, i have yet to bathe. :'(

Hungry. yawning.

I wanna update, but, i guess theres nothing much to.

Oh the night, was the best.

It seems i get to know things tht's unlikely for me to hear,

but yeah.

&& thanks for the McGriddles,

:D

Today, was tiring.

don't want to elaborate anything long about today.

i wanna talk about more of my lovely friends.

I MISS 2E4 badly.

I'm so excited cos' like, tomorrow im gonna see you guys till the end of the school.
&& THURSDAY TOO!

I MISS KON THE MOST THOUGH.

I didn't see her go last year cos' of my father's objection, cousin's wedding and stuff.

then, like these days, i didnt really talk to her. :'(

What a bad friend i am.

But, i did use those illegal chances to wave at you, and you people right?

So yeah.

:DDDDDD

Updated my IPOD ! :D

I'm seriously tired !

AND ALSO,

eventhough i say i miss kon, i seriously miss all of YOU lah.

But, im tired still. not yet eat since morning.