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Wednesday, 31 December 2008 @ 10:39 pm
Now is, currently, 10.40 pm.My brain hurts. My heart is shattered. My only heart. Why? no idea. i miss you.i love you.i want you. i need you. who, am i saying to? i don't know. i just wish... life isn't hard. i love you, you love me. but will I be commited to this love, i pledged? & will you? i'll be waiting for this moment. 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1...0 i count the seconds. it didn't change. is the world a LIE? or, am i just blind? anyway, this show, make me realise that, ignorant guys, are just finding for attetion from gurls. it's a chinese show, but i love it! i don't know why i like chinese show so much! It is called... Miss No Good. CLICK HERE it is superb funny&romantic. i wish guys are like that. fight for the girls which has a big heart. not just the looks. funny, adorable, passionate, loving, caring & independent. Labels: lovingly lily time, of my heart.
@ 1:20 pm
a few more hours to 2009.do the countdown, babe. time travels so fast, faster than trains, faster than eagles. seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, years, decades, centuries. how fast can that become to a whole brood of time? answer ? countless. every year, a year old we grow. how fast does a year travels? how long does our memory last? does each momentum of heart beat changes anything? does it makes a different? yes, it does. sad. humiliating. disappointing. but, whatever time pass by, we share those times, as the time emerge as one, making it a memories of OE-pians 2008. GRADUATED from P6! So hell yea, we have to move on though. for you guys to know, i love you guys so much! I am proud to tell you guys that, I will always be a part of the Opera Estate Primary School Family. AS A GRADUATED STUDENT! i have done my part, so can you! but the question is, will you do your part? SHERFEERAWR, LOVES YOU GUYS TO THE CORE. MY LOVE IS AS HUGE AS THE ONLY GALAXY! If i did something wrong, please forgive me. treat it as a funny encounter or just some stupid encounter. Try talking alot with me, and you'll know more than just writings on this blog. i will sure love you, no matter wat. every love for any human being is POSSIBLE. Labels: lovingly lily LIVERPOOL PLAYERS!
@ 11:15 am
LIVERPOOL PLAYERS ARE SUPER HOT!got to see them in tux! -Xabi Alonso -Steven Gerrard -Robbie Keane -Fernando Torres -Emiliano Insua -Philipp Degen -Martin Kelly -Ryan Flynn SUPER HOT! SEXY! GAWD, PLS STOP ME! Labels: lovingly lily trip to there
Tuesday, 30 December 2008 @ 10:51 pm
Erm, i wrote this poem after looking up upon the stars above the horizon.I'll run away from the bright , merciful Sun to be with you, gazing at the shimmering stars glittering the beautiful baby blue sky, reflecting the shades of your eyes. It's beautiful. After all, the eyes says it all. As I hum my way throughout the journey, there I saw you in my mind. Eventhough I'm miles away from you, but you will always be close in my one, alive heart. pumping the blood, non stop. & it will only stop after memories of us, becomes our past. I know this is not something, but, mind you! I am only 12! spell it right! T-W-E-L-V-E! get it? Anyway. This experience, starts dotting from the 28th until the 30th of December. It was, unforgettable memory. Well, wherever i go, there's always a big percentage of fun! weee! I'm gonna miss my cousin! He is super funny. He is like a joke! Something you can read on to make yourself laugh! & he loves Chelsea, as in the football group. seriously, should i talk about what i do, or what? Nevermind. Let moi tell you what happened. I'm bored! Presenting, life of Shafirah in KL! First day!  was bored! i was in the shop, full of porcelain things.  hehe. anyway, fyi, at the back, is my bf! no lah! siao! my bro lah! ((; I went there to buy some gifts for my mom's clients&my aunt! it was true porcelain, as in the diner set. It was beautiful. Second Day!  my bro took! not me!  smile, i was suppose to focus on my phone but focused on brother's phone instead.  bluek!  my right hand suppose to take a pic of me from the top but look at my brother's phone instead. hehe.  my face can actually touch my leg? wow? i just discover it!  this is cool. i took on my phone! at last!  was bored. humming my way through.  oooh! this one nice!  you didn't care, i know. & you suck!  Damn! i regret saying tt to you!  but i'm going to stay happy! look at me, hah!  was actually biting my nail!  was actually kissing my knee!  was actually smiling! so, after those various pictures of nonsence. Here are some pictures i took at a seafood restaurant at Port Klang. it was like a feast! i ate alot! steam fish, prawn, squid, vege ( a must! ), sweet&sour fish, aother type of fish. hehe!  mom.bro.me.  was fooling arnd!  this is the real one!  my fringe, is bad!  i was squeezed!  squeezed again. damn! i got a serious problem of gettig squeezed!  me.my mom.my dad.my uncle.my aunt.my two cuz!  me.mymom.mydad.myucle.myaut.mycuz.mybro! Damn! that was a long one. wait. There's more.! I forgot bout my last day. well, that's ALL about it on my 3day2night trip to KL! Third Day!        THE END! Keep on updating! love you guys lah! You my all! you complete me! Labels: lovingly lily NEWSFLASH!
Saturday, 27 December 2008 @ 9:48 pm
NEWSFLASH! My current phone is LG KS 20. Actually, I wanted to buy LG KS 360. But the color wasn't nice&it sucks! Anyway, Mairah's phone is WAY MUCH BETTER THAN MINE! hehe.lols.haha.  This is my phone!  the frigging phone i want. Labels: lovingly lily hot guys! curly hair! superb hawt, beybeh!
Friday, 26 December 2008 @ 12:59 am
So, Dayah & I, gave some peoples' name on who has natural curls, as in boys!one of them is Dayah's cousin. & i realised, that most of ex-es has curled hair! 50% of them! haha. lols! the rest, boleh pergi mampus ar! I'm mean, i know! DAMN! I got nothing to do these days! last time, i would just read book under the morning sun brightening up my days. as i flip the pages, there, i found phrases of love. reflecting back of dark side&sorrows. Labels: lovingly lily Love at first sight.
@ 12:45 am
I WANT TO BE THERE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW BABE! see how long i can stand this. you can never be replaced. DEMwit! I'm in love with guys who have curled hair! they rock as hell! fuck! i can rummage their hair at anytime! Labels: lovingly lily today sucks!
Sunday, 21 December 2008 @ 7:09 pm
Today sucks!Early in the morning, roughly about 8+ a.m. , had a great news! My parents allow me to go to Pulai Spring with Hidayah & family. Guess, it is going to be fun. Let's just give it a shot huh? Woke up truthfully at 9, at the dot! Open my laptop. Do some stuff, but all POSITIVE! At 12pm, handover laptop to my brother until i don't know what time. He suppose to use his own laptop, but he didn't bring it back from his freaking damn work! Well, i just give in cos' my HP+PDA have wi-fi. So why bother using the laptop while i can use internet on my HP+PDA. I was freaking bored, so i slept until 5 p.m. Damn, i slept like a pig! Never in my whole life, i slept that long in the afternoon! Then about 6.52 p.m. , received a msg from Mihah AKA Mailo, Mairah or Ummairah: Ola chica! I just came bck! I was so overwhelmed! ((: That's all for now! love you, whoever keep update of my life! Labels: lovingly lily update in progress.............
Saturday, 20 December 2008 @ 11:10 pm
So today. Didn't do anything much, except for using my laptop non-stop. I think, it would be better to talk about yesterday&the day before, though.18/12/08 Basically, I went to take report book from school, then, went to E-Hub straight. Watched Twilight! Audio was Perfect. Marvellous! Well, I was hushed by someone sitting in-front of me as, I kept saying the lines of the cast should say, as if i was the, so called, 'Director'. I'm sorry, person in-front of me! It is your fault! Who ask you to sit in-front of me, tell me? After that, we, as in, Shafikah&Mairah&ME, Shafirah, S.M.S. went bowling. First game, I got 108! weee! Second game, I got 60+. pathetic, i know. Then, we found out, there's no bus straight to Mairah's house & we only had $2+. Pathetic! So, we decided to walk home, it was my idea. We was so exhausted walking. We was walking like drunkard people. Cam-whor-ing around. Taking videos. Then, we saw a petrol kiosk. We decided to buy two bottles of water. It was just pure fun, walking to Mairah's house from E-Hub. Along the way, we had an idea to create a Vlog, once we return home. It was superb fun! 19/12/08 So, today, went to East Spring Secondary School. I am in class 1E4! Damn! I suck! Then, i rushed down to TKSS&TKGS, to appeal for that school. After all that, it is about 9+, almost 10. So, had Breakfast+Lunch=Brunch, at Haig Road. Ate Roti Prata. After eating, went home straight. I slept for awhile, but the noise of the contractor doing their work for the building s that is in process of making a new quarters are unbearable! Supposingly, my S.M.S. mates are suppose to come over to my house to do the 2nd video but the noise might be the problem, though. So we decided to held it at Mairah's house instead. OK, this is a long story. I'm so tired of typing. But, basically, it is the same routine like yesterday. Anyway, so sorry, long time no update. It was long since my internet didn't work. & yep, i miss you OE-pians. love ya! Anyone who is not an OE-pians, if you love me, you know i will love you back, like I always do. Labels: lovingly lily timing!
Tuesday, 2 December 2008 @ 7:24 pm
1 DEC i had time reading. i had time for you. i had time for friends. but, it just seem you were my distractions. i have to look forward, to think straight. i had to. i'm sorry. i just HAD to. it was my decision. my choice. my life. it is my choice to decide. does it really matters to you? i don't think so. i'm sorry. if you're reading this, i hope you understand. i know, it's too late. but, there' nothing i could do. i'm just sorry. may the past be the past. no looking back. 2 DEC, Today hmmm... i finished my book at 7.00pm. i was so elated, as i know the following of the story 'twilight'. it was rather an amusing thing. i was so happy. felt like im in d cloud nine! here's some, sentences which i think it is very meaningful to me. no thousand word could equal this picture.(65) nowhere in their bottomless depths could i see a contradiction to the word he spoken.(70) from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest was how love gave someonethe power to break you.(219) the seconds passed and i grew more and more stressed, wondering how much time would pass before it was too much time.(479) the bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance or time. (527) Labels: lovingly lily TWILIGHT MOVIE! yikes!
@ 11:22 am
HEY PPL!
clever ones will update on me! hehe... here's twilight movie, 4 ue to watch! but, i like it to be a 'shafirah thing'... means, i wnt the linked ppl only to watch... others... complete no no... but, i dnt noe how to put no no to the othere ppl...(OUTSIDERS!) haish... anw, go lol for wat it worth! part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7 part 8 part 9 part 10 part 11 part 12 Labels: lovingly lily
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