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Wednesday, 21 October 2009 @ 5:34 pm

my result was obviously moderate. i ain't a failure. anyway, me and audi had a heart2heart talk about something. we are both are relieved that we have the same mentallity. oh ya, i thought today was thursday. and it was fun. hehe. and, his body is as hot as jaebum, but, in a bleagh version. and im not intrigued by him. lols. duh? im bored. ihatemyresults. ihatemyresults. i hatemyresults.  i have to buck up. next year streaming liaos. i very scared. i fear a lot of things. i dissappoint my mother, but i didn't mean to. i've been slacking too much. tomorrow maybe or maybe not going netball. i fear 'it'.

eventhough, i don't want to quit, but, i think, maybe it is best for me. or, i'm just not in the right mind.

  • i fear netball.
  • i want to pursue something which is of my interest
  • i don't deserve to be a sports leader.
  • i'm not responsible enough for the responsibility you gave me.
  • netball isn't something i want to pursue and i don't want to grow up to be one.
  • i'm really thinking about the future, my future.
  • it's my life to lead.
  • my mind may still be immature, but, i am certain about my decision.
  • i'm not looking forward to 'slack' CCA, but, something that is of my interest and can guide me through life.
  • you advice us to persevere, but, i could not sastify your expectations.
  • netball is fun, but, the training is very bad, it is something you don't allow me to joke about.
  • i'm feeling down.

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Tuesday, 20 October 2009 @ 12:51 am

sometimes i just feel myself like an idiot.
i keep running back to the same person,
eventhough i know it is clear, you hurt me
but, i just thought giving you chances
would change you, yet, i'm young.
i have alot to learn. but you gave me
temptations that i don't want to have.
it is like spring. the more you push me
away, the more i want to be with you.
but, yes, i have to admit, you make me mad,
but make me happy at the same time.
those feelings i keep yearning for it
eversince you left my side empty.
we thought about the future, but, the future
doesn't seem to work the way we want
it to be. hence, you make me believe,
whatever you said in the past was true.
i didn't give up on you, neither did you.
maybe, distance between us made us
stong. but, i'm a human being, i want what
everyone has. including YOU.

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@ 12:41 am

Eventhough how bad i fell for you, i would not give up on you.
cos' the wound that you gave, is you who can cure.

today did, a lot things. im tired of dramas. i didn't even know it existed in real life.
all i know, it's written on a book, acted on tv and spoke by voices.
yet, in reality, it does exist.
then, wouldn't book all considered documentary or even fiction?
Anw, saturday, was fun.
i'm sorry to those who felt a little bit neglected and left out.
I turned in about 9.30 pm that day.
i was so tired.
i even sneaked out with friends to TMALL.
lols.
anyway, i having blisters. not major, but yeah.
just thought of complaining a lil'.
lols
i miss a lot of people right now.
i think, having a love life a good way of not feeling bored.
what about me playing timer?
lols. just kidding. i insaf already. nvmnvmnvmnvm.
I tagged to the primary school peeps already.
go check fb.
:D

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