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Inspired by J.R Celski,
Thursday, 4 March 2010 @ 6:00 pm
the life of a speed skater is hard but the reward immeasurable   "If you want something bad enough, you'll find a way. And if you don't, then you'll find an excuse." J.R. Celski Holycow ! MOTHER, I THINK I FELL IN LOVE WITH A SPEED SKATER ! He is not bad okay ? He is WOW ! HAHA, he is motherfather cute lah ! WHO SERIOUSLY DOES NOT AGREE ON THAT ? GAHHHHH ! :D After Ryan Sheckler and Fernando Torres, He is mine ! Ryan Sheckler and Fernando Torres are hot people, but got TOO MUCH fans. So don't want . Take this post as advertising J.R. Celski . I'll be loyal to you as long as it takes . :D GAHHHHH! LOL, Labels: it just not what you're thinking. EPIC
Tuesday, 2 March 2010 @ 5:53 pm
 Anyway, Thanks to the PASSERBY who really takes his/hers initiative to actually tag me, THANKS ! The tag was short yet powerful. :D HAHA, I don't know why I'm making such a big deal. Maybe because, he/she actually tags before leaving ? Or maybe he/she compliments me ? IDK Anyway, the day was utterly quiet . TRUST ME, i was very mudane the whole day . Then, the afternoon was, acceptable ? Hmmm, idontknow. I seriously think I am a coward. I don't dare face my problems, i don't dare to say the truth sometimes, i don't dare to stand up for my friends or even myself . I don't know if I have what it takes to be a righteous student . Sometimes, I find myself not being able to think broad enough finding for solutions that 'so called' hiding away from you. Anyway, I have nothing to talk about . HMMM People who I don't really approve, is now officially approved . They aren't wrong, do you know that ? If only you put yourself in their shoes, you'll see how fun your day gets. But it is sad how people actually sees them as very sad thing . I regretted not looking at things at their perspective, but instead, i believed and influenced by mine, and your perspective . To be honest, they are just as fun . Maybe, it is too late to be with them, cos' i fell back in their time. Felt Too much of an outdated person . Maybe, i should start now, and put effort on suiting and learning the way they live their lives . :D Oh yah, when i read my older post, my reaction was so EPIC . "what was I seriously thinking back then" I thought. Like ohmigawd lah, so childish, criticizing everything, and telling what exactly i did on that day in point form some more ? Never knew my words were so "ROJAK', So not matured. tsk3, anyway, my advice to you is; ENJOY LIFE WHILE YOU'RE STILL YOUNG, OR YOU WON'T GET TO TASTE THE MAGIC OF YOUTH . :D Labels: it just not what you're thinking. MYGOD !
Sunday, 28 February 2010 @ 7:15 pm
 Sometimes, i find myself reacting exactly or totally different way people ask me to. & thanks to Asyiqin's cheer up tag, I'm totally energized and cheer up to face this problem stuff. I Know, clearly, my brain is really aching big time . And, it is not awesome . I totally will go to an extent of taking drugs, if it is what it takes to stop this . Kidding. That will be SUICIDE. Digging your own grave, i see. Anyway, morning, Sean Teow smtg Wei sms-ed me . So honored . LOL, I got no life . Anyway, I just finished eng homework. yeah, JUST. Studying in the afternoon, it is just not a habit of mine, it will be, in a thousand years . I will confirm have my afternoon naps, because theres always uncertainties with the weather, It will either motherf hot, or Rain, If it rained, it is like shouting (HALLELUJAH ) ! LOL. MY SISTER, inserted 65 cili padi in the Freaking gravy . LIKE OHMIGAWD LAH ! I never eat it . It is SUICIDE . WORD OF THE DAY: SUICIDE . Labels: it just not what you're thinking. I stopped, and left .
@ 8:58 am
YOU KNOW WHAT ? I will stop being your substitute friend . You know, this has been somehow disturbing, and i just don't know what to say, or do . maybe you're better off with your OTHER friends. you can click with them, but not me . our situation and lives are totally different, so I don't see why we should even consider reuniting or whatever stuff you call it . - this message isn't to insult you, isn't to tell you it is over, isn't to tell you we're through, but it is to tell you, "I'm sorry, and i failed as a friend" Things has been hard for me this year, with projects, problems and stress. Sometimes i just don't feel my existence around people . I don't want to be the one that always has to do the 'good friend's' Job, you too have to play the role . Sometimes I feel i totally fail myself as a friend. Anyway, yesterday was fine, till the time when the day was going to end . it was plain nothing . I tried playing cool, but the situation was way too hot that i decided, 'stop talking, i'm trying to waiting for time til i could end this' . Never have i felt or even imagined that this feeling of mine is going to reflected to you . Never in a thousand years . Are you even worthy of my hospitality in the room in my heart ? Labels: it just not what you're thinking. whattheassholeyouwant ?
Friday, 12 February 2010 @ 10:09 pm
 " Never frown when you are sad, you never know who is falling in love with your smile." by Unknown Watching princess diaries 2 . Oh, and the guy that danced with Princess Mia, whoever his name is, i find him hot last time . LOL And yeah . Im bored. SOMEONE hasn't been msging me like the way he use to . And for that,, my days has been very suckish . Asyiqin left for [Bini Aku Tahu, Aku Mati] = Batam, feel so lonely. NO MSN BUDDY . ^^ I mean i have a lot, but sometimes i lost, and dont have any topic to talk about. I'm not open to just anyone you know ? hahhhhh, at least Jun Wei can entertain me AT TIMEs. GRRRRRRRRRR ! I'm bored. Theres this girl, she like to emphasis on [something/someone], and it totally piss me off. Like, whoever cares manxz ? gahhhh, so lame lahhhh . efffffffff everyone in the world. Labels: it just not what you're thinking. huiehds a
Thursday, 4 February 2010 @ 7:25 pm
I fell too hard for people, - easily, YES I KNOW ! But not always. Day was fun, just a little bit hyper when doing the spruce up thingy . hahaha.Kept on laughing non-stop with natasha. Oh, i wanna a guy who can actually serenade me with a guitar. that'll be hot but a lil' gayyy. And i wanna a guy who have a sense of humor, that will be hot, but still a lil' gayyy. hahhhh. I WANT A GUY WHO WEAR SUITS TO WORK ( in the future, of course ) BYE Labels: it just not what you're thinking. eudwnhdxidkmhjfdishfnrjmsx
Wednesday, 3 February 2010 @ 9:24 pm
I COULD NOT CARE LESS, LET JUST STOP AT THE LAST STAGE OF FRIENDS ? nyehheheheheh. I seriously not gonna take DnT, but I totally admit that DnT practical is awesomely funnn, but, theory have been a headache like no boobes. Too much homework urhs. haiyahhhh. GAH, oh yah, yesterday bought my glasses, nyehehehe, without it im like 'orang buta sesat'; translation, lost blind person. Seriously manxz, oh, and with sophia's specs, is like so wahhhh, i dont even noe where im walking at times. i keep on having unwanted attempts of falling sensation at the last step. hahhhhh, i look stupid when i think back at that incident . anyway, got nothing to blog about urhs. asdfghjkdlfgrdsvabnkdeiruhyedmxbvg chdckjvz ndiecdixsohuhnqiUWO! n !! UIHJD(OE(O-3prei,\= z) RUN AWAY NOW ! BYE ! Labels: it just not what you're thinking. gloomy atmosphere desrerve a gloomy post .
Sunday, 31 January 2010 @ 3:16 pm
-Jean Paul hah, weekend have been gloomy. Yes, i don't take initiative, that's right. But i have one boy, just one boy, who made my day at times, JUN WEI ! yeahhh ! And, no, i'm not falling for him. He is guy friend who i turn to when i feeling pathetic/useless/reckless/stupid/etc. He is really good friend. trust me. his english is becoming 'cheemmer' by the day . I swear ! anyway, life has been a little bit lenient. I LIKE ! but D&T is like sticking on me like glue. or should i say US ? i mean seriously, who looks forward to D&T ? gahhhhh ! Asyiqin and I have been tagging each other on our fb statuses, LOL, about retarded pics. nyehehhehehe. IM BORED ! ILOVEASYIQIN-NEK, KON-nek AND OTHERS ! :D Labels: it just not what you're thinking. im seriously, regretting half of 2009
Thursday, 31 December 2009 @ 9:10 pm
Anyway, I'm seriously regretting at least half of my 2009 life. That half, is mostly my imperfection. Yes, I let down my friends, parents, teachers, almost everything. but, who doesn't? I still have yet to come across someone, who is bold enough and full of confidence to say they are perfectly perfect, not equivalent as god, but, maybe just as similar. The other half, is filled of unstoppable laughters, fun, craziness, non-stop crapx. Childishness. those days were memories that were bound to be stuck like a gum in your heart. just like chapter after chapters. OH, erm, those who were offended a little, even 0.0000001%, im really sorry. I love my parents, friends, literally everyone, dearly. those who i really find hard to like, i'll try to change myself so that i can suit to your environment and have tremendous fun. :D BYE, LOVEYOU Labels: it just not what you're thinking. STUPID
Wednesday, 9 December 2009 @ 11:01 pm
Went SENTOSA today with, Mairah, Fikah, Ali, Kamal & Dillen. FUNN. Went to play at the bitch, no lah, beach lah STUPID. I used the word 'Stupid' like a lot of times thanks to mairah/fikah. im f tired though. So went to play swimming. not really swimming but yeah, like that lah. then, the boys were like in the shorts only, we girls were like t-shirt n shorts only. First we buried kamal. Then we ran to the water cos' wanna play and wanna get the sand off. At first i was hesitant, but thanks to mairah, i got myself wet. Then, the people (dillen, kamal mairah n fikah), terlalu pandai sangat, and wanted to go to the other island thats facing siloso beach. then me n ali went jogging. haha lagi macam betul. Then, went we returned, duno wat thing conflict happened. so yeah. then play volley ball in the water, so tak menjadi. then, duno play what, then the best, played true or dare. haha Shafikah actually took off her singlet and left only her bra n stood on the shore. haha aiyah, i lazy tell you lah everything. if u wanna noe, call me. oh, yarh, im planning to call a free sex number. haha i wonder what they wil actually say. thats STUPID! Labels: ASS WANNABE, it just not what you're thinking., lovingly lily Tuesday, 8 December 2009 @ 7:45 pm
Just now, when JB-ed as usual went to fill up the oil tank of my parents babies (the fucking car dammit) Then, go eat. Then went to search for nice wedges, but unfortunately there were none. anyway, tmrw, going Sentosa with my old homies. NOW, dying my hair strawberry blonde. wait, more drying my hair. I dyed my hair when i wen to dayah;s house that time, but, like, got no diff. so dye my sistar's strawberry blonde, Revlon. AND OH YAH, i cleared my nails and gonna paint it AGAIN tomorrow morning after my parents leave home for work. :D SLY. ShafirahLoveYou. Labels: it just not what you're thinking. alcohol and beer is like different.
Monday, 7 December 2009 @ 9:12 pm
 This is the exact color, as you can see. :D nice right? hot right? colored myself. Semangat.  My dad bought this. haha. it says 0.0 alcoholic beer? wtfff? It tasted like an original beer, said by him himself and my sistar. are you thinking what im thinking? Labels: it just not what you're thinking. eyed on turqoise.
@ 6:42 pm
 SO, colored my nails. blacked, turquiose-d, pink-ed it. :D Obviously, the colour isn't like the highlighted ones above ^. It is like way nicer. Went jalan with my sistar, it was tiring. Well, actually, not exactly, she just want to pon one day of work, so get MC And, the clothings you see above ^, i bought it like today only lah. the tee, 3 bucks only lah. the shorts, 5 bucks only lah. like clothings to sleep. :D Then, didn't turn up for meeting cos' like, I OVESLEPT. HUHU. Bumped into a few people which i unlikely want to bump with. Not that i don't like you, but, it is awkward, so yeah. thats about it. WEDNESDAY, go lepakzx. Not turning up on the meeting again. I'll go friday, ok? Oh, I'm finding for strap-py wedges. Got my devil's heels before the duo marriages. so, yeah, now with kakak eka. :D Okay, i feel knocking off, but, have to remove the paint. So that can sembahyang kan? haha. Labels: it just not what you're thinking. 2012,
Sunday, 6 December 2009 @ 4:18 pm
Oh, finally updating. Yeah. Finally people actually stop by and ask to update. haha. Mairah, when i told you inspired me, i wasn't kidding, hmmm, maybe a little. Yesterday, I went to choose skins on blogskins, DUH? Then, I chose City In Bloom and changed the background. I wondering if it's nice? I only like the color. Makes me happy. next week and nex next week will be a little hectic. Oh, i damn right tired. But, if I'm gonna sleep like, right now, I'll be like, a pig, NO a senior pig. Is it me or everybody? I have been like on the couch most of the time. and facing the computer. everyday my mom nags to me asking me to read story books. It Sucks. Whenever i sense she is gonna open that damn topic, I'll open up a boring topic like how 2012 can really occur. LOL .Just Now, while i was bathing *censored*, I babbled to myself, acting like a 'politician'. HAHA (mcm Betul) I said how 2012 can be possible and how it is not. and what if it really happen while everyone doesn't believe it. Saying that NASA have given precautions and stuff, yet everyone chose not to trust them and what if it really fucking happen. It is like, when you wake up and the sun rise the other side of the pole, and everyone than only starts to trust and believe them. Wouldn't that be, AWESOME? I mean, we're human beings, we can't predict the future. There are a lot of possibilties in the world. It is like the same as saying, Tsunami is never gonna happen, then, a few days later, Tsunami is really fucking occurs, and then, only did people started to believe them. Anyway, if you were to laugh on 2013, it is no joke. It really proves that NASA isn't capable of research. OKAYYYY, why did I even talk about 2012? it's weird. Anyway, Mairah, updated already. YEAH, Asyiqin if you're reading this, I'm not scaring you. BOOO! Labels: it just not what you're thinking. reconnection to blogger.
Tuesday, 20 October 2009 @ 12:41 am
Eventhough how bad i fell for you, i would not give up on you. cos' the wound that you gave, is you who can cure. today did, a lot things. im tired of dramas. i didn't even know it existed in real life. all i know, it's written on a book, acted on tv and spoke by voices. yet, in reality, it does exist. then, wouldn't book all considered documentary or even fiction? Anw, saturday, was fun. i'm sorry to those who felt a little bit neglected and left out. I turned in about 9.30 pm that day. i was so tired. i even sneaked out with friends to TMALL. lols. anyway, i having blisters. not major, but yeah. just thought of complaining a lil'. lols i miss a lot of people right now. i think, having a love life a good way of not feeling bored. what about me playing timer? lols. just kidding. i insaf already. nvmnvmnvmnvm. I tagged to the primary school peeps already. go check fb. :D Labels: it just not what you're thinking. wtfssssssss?
Wednesday, 16 September 2009 @ 8:48 pm
hAHA. I got no life wor! I go online, then went to this website. then gt translate section. then i translate this song to indonesian language. lols. to the max! cascada - evacuate the dancefloor. Muncul musik Ayo kita keluar di lantai Saya ingin memindahkannya Datang dan memberi saya beberapa Watch me gettin 'fisik Lepas kendali Ada orang-orang watchin 'me Aku tidak pernah ketinggalan mengalahkan Mencuri malam Membunuh lampu Rasakan di bawah kulit Waktu yang tepat Tetap ketat Cause it's menarik Anda dalam Membungkusnya Tidak bisa berhenti menyebabkan rasanya overdosis Oh, oh, mengevakuasi dancefloor Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara Oh, oh, stop, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku [Hei, Dr.DJ membiarkan musik membawaku bawah tanah] Semua orang di klub Mengevakuasi dancefloor Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara Semua orang di klub Berhenti, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku [Hei, Dr.DJ datang membakar tempat ini sampai ke tanah] Tubuhku sakit Sistem overload Suhu naik Aku akan meledak Lihat aku aku memabukkan mengambil acara It's got me terhipnotis Semua orang menyingkir Mencuri malam Membunuh lampu Rasakan di bawah kulit Waktu yang tepat Tetap ketat Cause it's menarik Anda dalam Membungkusnya Tidak bisa berhenti menyebabkan rasanya overdosis Oh, oh, mengevakuasi dancefloor Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara Oh, oh, stop, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku [Hei, Dr.DJ membiarkan musik membawaku bawah tanah] Semua orang di klub Mengevakuasi dancefloor Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara Semua orang di klub Berhenti, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku [Hei, Dr.DJ datang membakar tempat ini sampai ke tanah] Ayo dan mengevakuasi Rasakan klub adalah memanas Move on dan mempercepat Dorong ke atas Ayo dan mengevakuasi Rasakan klub adalah memanas Move on dan mempercepat Anda tidak perlu takut Sekarang coba tebak siapa yang kembali dengan lagu baru Yang membuat semua orang di klub akan menjadi gila Jadi semua orang di belakang Dapatkan punggung Anda di dinding dan hanya menggelengkan bahwa thang Gila, yo wanita, yo bayi Biarkan aku melihatmu rongsokan bahwa thang Dan drop ke bawah rendah, rendah Biarkan aku melihat Anda bawa ke dancefloor, yo Semua orang di klub Mengevakuasi dancefloor Semua orang di klub Aku sedang terinfeksi oleh suara Semua orang di klub Berhenti, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku [Hei Dr.DJ membiarkan musik membawaku bawah tanah] Oh, oh, mengevakuasi dancefloor Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara Oh, oh, stop, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku [Hei, Dr.DJ membiarkan musik membawaku bawah tanah] Semua orang di klub Mengevakuasi dancefloor Oh, oh, aku terinfeksi oleh suara Semua orang di klub Berhenti, ini adalah mengalahkan membunuhku [Hei, Dr.DJ datang membakar tempat ini sampai ke tanah] . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . WTFSSSSSSSS? Labels: it just not what you're thinking. decomposed soul.
Sunday, 13 September 2009 @ 11:04 am
 fake a smile, and hold my name board. hmmm. yesterday, i kept on blushing till like, my skin on my cheeks going to tear. yarhadyharhar. the bombidiboom. oh, I've learnt the definition of PUNAHUSSY. it sounds wrong, but, theres such things y'know? it means: a drug dealer. oh, you're in love of my blog ryttt? don't lie. haha. Seriously, I love to babble bout' good things of myself. hehehe. not everyone hates me. deal with it. and, for the past few years, i never kena spam on my tagboard. Hmmm. maybe, not everyone bloghop to my blog. or. im too good for them. or they got lifes to entertain. I think, I want to go to popular to buy storybook. I'm so bored at home. rotting to the core. Oh, before that, mabe at 12 noon, I'm going to have homework marathon. I never do any homework yet. not even the easiest one. currently, chatting with this person. Since yesterday, y'know? but, it not a proud thing though. haha. no seriously, it's not! Labels: it just not what you're thinking.
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