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Friday, 28 November 2008 @ 10:34 am
 The cast of twilight! damn, im addicted to twilight! they are all superb hawt! roar!!!!  Robert Pattinson acted as Edward Cullen in twilight... he soo hawt! the story is so romantic... haha! i watched it already! ((: not in cinemas(in Singapore) yet, but i watched it! haha...lols...  i think this is da scene tt he saved, Bella or Isabella, Kristen Stewart..  look at that eyes of his! awwwwww... damn!  Robert Pattinson! love his eyes! argh!  Labels: lovingly lily WATCH! what a day!
Sunday, 23 November 2008 @ 12:07 am
hmmm.. so right now, im so exhausted. just finish entertaining relatives.(since 6am!) haish... now is 12.10! my gosh! 6 gours, 10 mins. Demwit! but nevermind, collected, $220 today! quite satisfied though. but just WARNING you guys out there, you bet, it is going to be finished b4 one week! k, i had in mind of buy a watch for this special person, but i don't noe wat. so, just now, i saw an everlast watch, made from leather. super damn nice! if i buy it, i sure have nothing to lose. i mean, i'll buy anything for my bby, as long as it is from me, my own money, my effort, my choice! so, i'll try to get a picture of it! ((: Labels: lovingly lily reflections((:
Wednesday, 19 November 2008 @ 12:58 pm
erm, so tomorrow would be the PSLE result day. i just wish i could make my parents, him, school & my love ones proud. but, i just think to make them proud, there is always a 'something' in need. If parents: i want you to score at least 240! If him: I'm proud of you in many ways, bbyku. If School: i want you to break the national record. if love ones: just do your best, Shafirah! cha-yo! then, i realize, most of them are giving me a target, a target that could never fails unless, i don't work enough. they're not giving me pressure or what, but making me realize that my future is what I make & it could be change, in a blink of eye without any effort. then, i think back to myself, 'Did i give enough effort?' if only i could go back in time and fix what went wrong & change it to the right choice making it on track. But i guess, it would never happen. if it did, it would be a miracle. one wrong move, my life will ruin. but there's sure room for improvement. like mom said, what's life without challenges? that quote, make me think back that every challenges is for us to change and improve ourselves in many ways! it gave me confidence, intelligence & a brain to think. Labels: lovingly lily what it seems to have a sun down...
Sunday, 16 November 2008 @ 7:26 am
eventhough, i still love you but i just feel that everything is different. "what have i done wrong?" i asked myself. i want to feel right but it always seem wrong. i want to love you more but it seems i can't. i know you are something special, but can i be another something special deep down within you? i know it is gonna be hard but i just need someone for comfort. i have problems tumbling down on me that i can barely carry. 'there's a loads to write about.' & you even keep your secrets away from me. when i text you i love you, you will normally text me back like twenty more times. but now, you will text me back two or three times. how pathetic is that? when i ask you for a simple request. you will reply me, why must i? what the hook??? it doesn't any sense. i just feel like there's another girl in your life that matters to you. it is hard making a decision. I've been thinking for asking you for break-up but i will sure miss you cos' i know i still have major feelings for you. but, what must i do? i know you are very good person and you deserve someone better than me. I'm just, I'm sorry, I'm having an emotional breakdown. i can't forget bout' you... Labels: lovingly lily yesterday, today, tomorrow will remain the same...
Thursday, 13 November 2008 @ 8:16 pm
Yesterday...First i thought you were my everything but yesterday i thought you were acting like a stupid jerk... I need you, to make everything right... But when you left, everything has been a disturbed... You make me feel special, you make me feel I'm d only one to you but it seems, it is just, time is traveling fast... I know, sometimes, I intend to make mistake but can you at least understand me? I gave you my heart, a heart that no one could have but you... Without you, I felt my heart is pierced by a sharp torn... With you, i felt i could fly... So, can you please fly me up, and fly me to my fantasy world... Today... I tried to be just a normal girl and act like how I always act when I'm around you before I'm with you, but can you at least, support me from the back... It's hard doing it alone... I've been special to you before, but must that stop us from being normal friends and stop treating me like a small girl where i need guide throughout life... hais... It's hard... Tomorrow... Can you please, do me a favor? Stop what you are doing, and pay attention to me... Cos' I've been writing all about you eversince, I start writing the past minute... I need you to talk to me...! Cos' i don't want my doubts to change the surrounding... I need you to talk to me... urgh! but, you juz wont listen! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Labels: lovingly lily my bdae!
Sunday, 9 November 2008 @ 6:58 pm
hmmmm.... 2dae i went to three weddings... wat the hook lah! then, in d morning, went 4 morning jog like i always do during weekends... urgh! my thighs aches like hell!!! argh!!!!!! niwae, im so frustrated wit my hp... my call green button n d above button cnt work... urgh! wat the hook man! everyday has been tough evrsince... sheesh...2dae is d dae... d dae of my 12 yrs living... had not forget every moment we cherish together... thnks to ue, my love is not in d waste... i need comfort, i need attention n i nid ue... thnx, syg 4 ol' d love ue gave me.. n it is like my present... I dnt need antg to brighten my day as long im wit ue, syg!!! love ue to the core! i miss you... ue will be my Syg 4ever! Labels: lovingly lily Confirmation
Saturday, 8 November 2008 @ 8:01 pm
urgh! k lah, i cnt lie to myself nor my frens... the truth is, my blog is nt hacked! it is just, i cnt reveal to ue his name... bt the impotant thing is he is nt my ex-es.... cos' my ex-es r smtg tt forgive n forget!!! i hate them alot2!!! he is someone tt no one noes! get tt rite...??? incuding my bestfrens, dayah, atiqah, aliza or whoever!!!!!!!!! get it???Labels: lovingly lily 2dae at the movies with sweeties
@ 6:22 pm
okai, first thing first!!! moi had fun 2dae!!! hehe...lol!!! he is sooo urgh, frustrating at tyms but haiyah who cares???? he is hawt, cool, funnie n cute!!! urgh!!! cnt resist him sia!!! And at the movies, i hold his hand... like i dunnoe, 6 tyms...hehe...lol!1st: i held his hand btween the seats then he said wait arh gt msg 2nd: again, the same damn thing... 3rd: again the freaking damn same thing.. i was piss off... 4th: i said, ue n ure fone! haiyah... it last a little longer, then suddenly, HELMI call!!! urgh!!! 5th: ue better make this thingy rite syg, i said.... he was ok lah... then it last vry long!! hehe... then he was like, cn i hve a sip of water??? haiyoh!!! bt nvm... 6th: this one, damn long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe... bt it end up saying... wait arh, my tngn basah... then he wipe his hand... by the time, muvee dh habis.... Anyhoo, it was d best dae ever in my entire life!!!!!!!! n i wasted 10 bucks cos someone didnt come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh! such a waste of my money!!! Anw, he is giving me smtg nxt mondae!! hehe... lol...!!! cnt wait to c wat it is... lyke damn rite, im excited... I LOVE YOU TO THE CORE, SYG... YOU ARE LOVED BY SHAFIRAH!!! <3 Labels: lovingly lily Schedule 2dae
@ 7:32 am
uhm... so 2dae, here's my schedule!!! 7.00 wake up, use d comp 4 awhile 8.00 jogging 9.00 relax, watch tv 10.00 dress up 11.00 go aliza's hse 12.00 leave her hse 1.00 meet up with the peeps 2.00 start movie 3 plus finish movie!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHE!!!! 2moro is my 1 n only day tt i cld do antg i like... it is once in a year alrites??? hehe.. lol!!! Labels: lovingly lily changed blogskin
Friday, 7 November 2008 @ 4:06 pm
okai, 2dae changed blog's skin.. n yerp... quite satisfied, compared to the before skin... anyhoo... i'm so happie!!!! 2moro going out with peeps n him!!! lol!he is so sweet! hawt! cute! everything inside my dictionary!!! i love him to the core!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!! lol!!! im psych-ing myself... hehe..lol!!! love sick! Labels: lovingly lily Obama success
Thursday, 6 November 2008 @ 11:00 pm
so yesterdae, obama won!!! yay!!! go obama, go, go, obama!!! haha lol!! anw... congrats to obama... (:here's smtg ue cn watch!!! by jon m chu - director of step up 2!!! Labels: lovingly lily Survey
Wednesday, 5 November 2008 @ 4:04 pm
RULE #1 - People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.RULE #2 - Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people. 1. Do you have secrets?:yerp, definitely.. like duh!!! 2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?:erm, wait let me guess... no!!!!! of cos' not! 3. Do you enjoy going to school?:erm yea... y not... fun wat! 4. What would you do with a billion dollars?:i duno, keep it in my pocket, buy something, buy a house decorated with lime green paint and candy!!! anti-insects kind of house... figure it out! 5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?:erm, i use to... but now i hve my syg already! too bad!!! 6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?:erm, both i guess... by d tym, u wld be together already... 7. List out your 15 favourite songs::Awake, Your Call, it's not over, stay close, don't go, a twist in my story, womanizer, i wished you love me, where i stood, who am i to say, just stand up, viva la vida, yesterday, it's over and Rose... 8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? wat's d point of keeping a secret tt ue like someone??? while i'm open-minded kind of person!!! 9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?:yerp, my syg, my girlfriends, my part-time bestfriends(cn't tell who) 10. What makes you angry? when someone try to make of fool of something when i'm very serious... who would not be mad, tell me??? 11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? erm, let me ask a fortune teller... i hope i wld be in Harvard or Princeton University, will tt do??? 12. Who is currently the most important people to you?:My syg... families, juz a little... bt still counted as important to me... 13. What is the most important thing in life? everything; frens, laptop, myself, clothings and others lah!!! haiyah, especially my bf, my 1 n only syg!!! 14. Single or attached? With who?:Attached with someone...(cnt tell if not die leh...) 15. What is your favourite colour? alot, bt most is lime green!!! (: 16. Would you give all in a relationship? it really depends... but money will always b my 2nd priority 4 nw...hehe... hw could i....! 17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? erm, this is crap! if ue love someone, ue must stick with tt person 4ever n evr... loving two person simultaneously does'nt make ue a freaking gd person rite??? 18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?erm, maybe.... if he rapes me, i wld not... if he slaps me, i wld... if he insult me, i definetely wld lah!!! 19.What do you want to tell the someone you like?: you are my syg, n ue will always will... no matter wat ppl sae nthg cld seperate us... u r juz like desease in my heart which can't b cured... 20. 5 people I have tagged:Rynn!, Fadhli, Denise, Maryam and Zahier Labels: lovingly lily my life..
@ 3:56 pm
haiyoh! day by day, problems keeps on tumbling down and end up hitting me... making me the only victim, i had to solve all of it by myself... wat a crucial thing 4 me...!!! urgh... im juz frustrated... having fun is juz my first priority... but with this problem, hw am i goin to hve fun like i use to... but, it is not tt im super duper mad at wat situation im in now but, i think i have to suit myself in this new condition... im juz sad...but i cn be cheered up by some, frens!!! hehe!!! anw, goin out wit frens to the movie this saturdae!!! with hym too!!! yea!!! k, help me choose, Quantum of Solace or Beverly chihuahua... thnx, ppl.. love ya, who keeps on turning this page... sory 4 d long time no blog.. hehe...Labels: lovingly lily aliza partiee!!!
Sunday, 2 November 2008 @ 8:12 pm
uhm... so, todae,huh? went to aliza's bdae party... and i love it! happy bdae aliza! so i said hi n bye to him repeatly... n snap a pic of him... so cute...! i waved at him non-stop... long enough, he shouted, i love ue! n guess wat??? i shouted to him, i love ue too, syg!! he we blushed... red-hot!!! hehe!!! lol!! Labels: lovingly lily
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