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Shafirah 
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Thursday, 20 December 2007 @ 4:59 pm
ok today felt miss out.. i was browsing my incle's laptop.. lookin his pics.. saw many pics of my my cuz fm america, virginia.. make me feel very left out n sad.. miss her sooo much... it has been quite a few b4 her return bck to her current hometown... she stayed at s'pore when she was young... she migrated to virginia with her siblings n her mother... i felt so sad.. u know how it feel when ure cuz is like nowhere to be found in the home u r stayin in... n u keep wondering wat she is doin, is she doin fine, is she fully protected n everything in curious.. i mean it so called a far lost cousin.. u cnt imagine how sad i was when i bid farewell at the airport... day after day waitin 4 her to cme bck to s'pore, will take a thousand days to cmre bck her real hme... well it not so bad afterall after i hugged her tightly... we shopped together always... afterall i treat her as my bestfriend... i wonder who will visit me when i die n will they shred their tears 4 me on that day... i really want to know... i want to know if my love ones will come on that day... n the love ones is more than 100 n it is like special thing u can get when u die where n when ure love one is really there by your side protecting u bt it has cme to an end... i will cry nshred into tears looking at them pushing back my black hair... muslims spread flowers over my bury... i wnt to know everything during the end of the day... if there is war or anything goin on... u know how it feel feelin left out n u are sitting to a small corner ALONE... n no one cared bout u... not a single person is there 4 u... i wonder if that happen to me when it is a sad day 4 me... imagine when u die no one is there beside u n u r all ALONE... no one cared bout u... u being hate n u hve a bunch of enemy bck n u cnt survive it cos of the hatred is there... n the rival that we hve is not your fault, a small mistake, a cry u cnt stand n u r cryin blood n u lost a lot of blood... ure body is bloody n no one dares to hold u... that is sad... n that mistake is small n u cn settle it without any fight... imagine someone n this world is perfect... no enemies nor rival... a role model to ALL the ppl u cn find on earth... count hw many ppl will turn up ure very last day on earth....................................................................................... Labels: lovingly lily
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