1 DEC
i had time reading. i had time for you. i had time for friends.
but, it just seem you were my distractions.
i have to look forward, to think straight.
i had to.
i'm sorry.
i just HAD to.
it was my decision. my choice. my life.
it is my choice to decide.


does it really matters to you?
i don't think so.
i'm sorry.
if you're reading this, i hope you understand.
i know, it's too late.
but, there' nothing i could do.

i'm just sorry.
may the past be the past.
no looking back.



2 DEC, Today
hmmm... i finished my book at 7.00pm.
i was so elated, as i know the following of the story 'twilight'.
it was rather an amusing thing.
i was so happy. felt like im in d cloud nine!


here's some, sentences which i think it is very meaningful to me.

no thousand word could equal this picture.(65)

nowhere in their bottomless depths could i see a contradiction to the word he spoken.(70)

from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest was how love gave someonethe power to break you.(219)

the seconds passed and i grew more and more stressed, wondering how much time would pass before it was too much time.(479)

the bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance or time. (527)