through the clouds,
of fogging air.
i couldn't see anything.
But i could feel something.
i could hear something.
i could feel your breath.
i could feel you.
i could feel, how is it to be without a friend.
i could hear your voice in my head.
i could hear my heart pacing an additional beat.

you were my friends.
I mean you ARE my friends.
present tense.
maybe, more than just best friends.
i love you.
whatever i said,
that is hurtful.
is just some NONSENCE spouting out.
I'm sorry, and i am.


today,
another a year.
another chapter.
I'll miss you and I indeed will.
you were something in my life.
but will you continue being something meaningful in me?
my answer to you is yes.


how grateful i am to have friends like you.
how grateful i am to have a 'thing' with you.
I feel like the most luckiest girl alive.
i have friends and that's all i want.
all i need.
nothing else.
just you.
just friends.



looking through my past,
it's isn't something i would say that is easy to forget.
it was never easy.
I'm a girl,
with alot of thing to write about.
a girl,
who keeps in mind with people who she loves.
This is something I'm proud of though.
but i have to be strong.
i have to be confident.
i have to look ahead.
i have to create my future.

you girls out there,
never ever give up!
never give in!
be strong!
you have to be confident in yourself!
you have to!

to guys out there,
there's not much for me to say.
just,
remember that girls are not your first priority,
alright?