Could a simple living friend be hard to survive? No! Seriously, everything is fcucked up! It's a fact that your writings are all lies, but has ever any truth came out of those lies? Seriously, a blank piece of paper can make it up of thousand words, but can a simple girl have a thousand friends? I seriously don't know. Maybe friends, but not true friends nor bestfriends. Seriously, this won;t chage anything, but it could only change one thing, that is my satisfaction. Every human has their own satisfactions, but am I satisfied now? The truth is, I am. I am truly satisfied and there's no doubt of that. Why you may ask? I have lost friends. I have lost my face. I have lost my precious bestfriends. & I have lost a heart. I've been heartless, living a life 'wilder' than an animal, i would say. It changed alot. More than I could even imagine. Had me feeling this regret. Regret of being an heartless person. I LOVE YOU, but that love will never work. WILL NEVER. I had survived from servere hatred before. & I don't want to go through it anymore. I can't take it no more.