These days, I keep having second thoughts. Should I or Should I not. I don't know. Everything is messed up! First, I thought I made the right choice, but now, I seem to another side of my decision. There's seem to be enough for me in East Spring, but my happiness had never been there ALL the time. I feel like crying thinking back all WRONG doings I did. It was bad, but, it is me. I am that girl! Firstly, I had to apologize to my beloved friends in East Spring. Because of my stupid attitude I have in me, we had problem throughout our friendship. Like a girl gripped on branches of trees, feeling struggled. I have to admit, I LOVE YOU, but, I don't know what's with me. I'm having conflicts lately. I don't know if i should transfer or NOT! I need you to tell me. If it didn't even have ANY effect to YOU, means, I have failed to have what it takes to be your friend.