sometimes i just feel myself like an idiot.

i keep running back to the same person,

eventhough i know it is clear, you hurt me

but, i just thought giving you chances

would change you, yet, i'm young.

i have alot to learn. but you gave me

temptations that i don't want to have.

it is like spring. the more you push me

away, the more i want to be with you.

but, yes, i have to admit, you make me mad,

but make me happy at the same time.

those feelings i keep yearning for it

eversince you left my side empty.

we thought about the future, but, the future

doesn't seem to work the way we want

it to be. hence, you make me believe,

whatever you said in the past was true.

i didn't give up on you, neither did you.

maybe, distance between us made us

stong. but, i'm a human being, i want what

everyone has. including YOU.