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Wednesday, 21 October 2009 @ 5:34 pm

my result was obviously moderate. i ain't a failure. anyway, me and audi had a heart2heart talk about something. we are both are relieved that we have the same mentallity. oh ya, i thought today was thursday. and it was fun. hehe. and, his body is as hot as jaebum, but, in a bleagh version. and im not intrigued by him. lols. duh? im bored. ihatemyresults. ihatemyresults. i hatemyresults.  i have to buck up. next year streaming liaos. i very scared. i fear a lot of things. i dissappoint my mother, but i didn't mean to. i've been slacking too much. tomorrow maybe or maybe not going netball. i fear 'it'.

eventhough, i don't want to quit, but, i think, maybe it is best for me. or, i'm just not in the right mind.

  • i fear netball.
  • i want to pursue something which is of my interest
  • i don't deserve to be a sports leader.
  • i'm not responsible enough for the responsibility you gave me.
  • netball isn't something i want to pursue and i don't want to grow up to be one.
  • i'm really thinking about the future, my future.
  • it's my life to lead.
  • my mind may still be immature, but, i am certain about my decision.
  • i'm not looking forward to 'slack' CCA, but, something that is of my interest and can guide me through life.
  • you advice us to persevere, but, i could not sastify your expectations.
  • netball is fun, but, the training is very bad, it is something you don't allow me to joke about.
  • i'm feeling down.