GOD,

it fucking hurts me lahhhhhhhh ....

FREAK, SHIT, MOTHEREFF, THIS FEELING IS A TOTAL BULLSHITTING STUFF.

hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I wanted to let go of you and cut ties forever, but it seems i can't.

you treat me as a very good friend, but yet, i see you more than just good friends.

I never knew that being too close or being too far apart would hurt me A LOT .

so yeah. whatver.

sometimes, i just feel that this fucked feeling is too much for me to handle.

AND now, problem whith friends,

The truth is, i don't really have a problem.

It is true i agree to what some of you say, but, both parties doesn't seem to click,

There's nothing much i could do.

Im in the middle. but yeah, i noe, i use to say real mean words about th othr party, vice versa,

but, those words are words of remorse.

But yeahhhhh.

till now, i don't know what to do. i don't know whose side i want to be with.

i have too many problems and i totally not looking forward to one.

&&&&&& I SO NOT TALKING TO SOMEONE ! GODDDDDDDDD. IT HURTS, yes it does, BUT IT IS FOR THE BEST. - not referring to any 2e4 girls out there, so dont have any hard feelings. ILOVEYOU.