YOU KNOW WHAT ? I will stop being your substitute friend . You know, this has been somehow disturbing, and i just don't know what to say, or do . maybe you're better off with your OTHER friends. you can click with them, but not me . our situation and lives are totally different, so I don't see why we should even consider reuniting or whatever stuff you call it . - this message isn't to insult you, isn't to tell you it is over, isn't to tell you we're through, but it is to tell you, "I'm sorry, and i failed as a friend"

Things has been hard for me this year, with projects, problems and stress. Sometimes i just don't feel my existence around people . I don't want to be the one that always has to do the 'good friend's' Job, you too have to play the role . 

Sometimes I feel i totally fail myself as a friend. 

Anyway, yesterday was fine, till the time when the day was going to end . it was plain nothing . I tried playing cool, but the situation was way too hot that i decided, 'stop talking, i'm trying to waiting for time til i could end this' . Never have i felt or even imagined that this feeling of mine is going to reflected to you . Never in a thousand years . Are you even worthy of my hospitality in the room in my heart ?